“Thanks. You want to be my personal shrink? That was oddly helpful.”
“I’m more than happy to talk whenever you need it. You want to come back inside? You don’t have to join us in the dining room if you want to be alone. There’s pie and cobbler coming though.”
“I do like pie,” he murmured, reaching out to ruffle my hair before standing and grabbing both our cigarette butts.
He threw them out on the way inside, my eyes catching on Skeeter in one of the windows. He was watching us, and he gave me a nod before vanishing, seeming glad I’d handled it.
We returned to the table and no one made a big deal out of it, giving us time to finish our food before they brought dessert out.
“We can’t,” I hissed as Skeeter dragged me up to my bedroom once we’d cleaned the kitchen. We’d offered to do it so the others could start a movie in the theater room, giving us a few moments alone.
Mule, Zeena, Jonah, and Brick had all gone home, loaded up with a pile of leftovers forced on them from Josie, and Brick had teased Diesel and Skeeter about sticking around for a movie night.
Skeeter had told him to choke on the turkey and shut the door in Brick’s laughing face.
“Says who?” he grunted, closing and locking the door before tugging my pants and panties down. “That was the longest dinner in the world. You’re lucky I waited and didn’t just bend you over the fucking table in front of everyone.”
“I ate too much for this,” I grumbled, pulling my shirt over my head and letting him get his way.
He chuckled but didn’t answer, stripping naked and kissing me hard while walking me backwards towards the bed. His fingers were inside me before I’d even fallen back on the bed, his teeth nipping along my jaw and down my throat as he worked his hand faster.
I arched up into him, a groan leaving me when he took my nipple between his teeth and rolled his tongue around the metal in it.
“I wish I could take my time with you. Slide my knife across your skin and make you scream,” he murmured, goosebumps breaking out over my whole body as he pressed his fingers deeper. “I want to break you so I can put you back together again.”
I moaned, grabbing his chin and forcing his mouth to mine again as his cock brushed my pussy.
“Do it then,” I answered, his fingers slipping from me as he replaced them with his cock. He thrust deep, both of us moaning as he started fucking me, and I tried really hard to be quiet, but it was difficult.
I ended up bent like a damn pretzel, my knees by my head as he slammed into me. He slowed, grinding into me and holding my gaze.
“I love you,” he murmured, my heart beating harder from his words. It still sounded strange to hear it from him, but the more he said it, the more I became addicted.
“I love you too, baby,” I whispered back, not caring that I couldn’t breathe properly when he leaned down to kiss me while keeping me bent.
Sex with Skeeter was a wild experience, but I really liked it like this when he’d pour his softer feelings into it.
We rocked together until we both came, and then he put my legs down but continued to lie on top of me.
“Something on your mind?” I asked after a moment, raking my fingers through his hair as his face nestled into the crook of my neck.
“Just thinking about Slash.”
“While inside me?” I joked, his hand lifting to my cheek as he pressed a kiss to my neck.
“Despite the fact you guys hid your relationship from me, I’m so glad he got to be loved by you. No one should die without knowing this feeling.”
“That’s very poetic in a tragic kind of way,” I chuckled, my arms tightening around him a little. “I always wondered what it would be like to be between you both.”
“You guys should have told me sooner and maybe you’d know.”
“Or you’d have punched him and forbidden it,” I said dryly, making him grin as he leaned back to look down at me.
“I think he deserves a punch. Asshole was fucking my girl.”
“He was fucking me really good too,” I teased, laughing as he moved back to flip me over, swatting my ass sharply.
“Watch it, or you won’t be able to sit for a week,” he warned, straddling the backs of my thighs and leaning down to nip my ear.