Violent.
Unmanageable.
I love her.
Not someday.
Not potentially.
Not after we solve Beaumont.
Not after I decide whether she's an enemy of Blackwell.
Now.
I love the woman in my arms.
I loved her before I knew she had cornflower eyes.
Before I knew her name.
Before I knew the exact weight of her pressed against my chest.
I loved a cursor blinking in the dark because I knew she was still there.
I loved Still here.
I loved every argument she refused to lose.
Every disappearing act I pretended didn't hurt.
Every photograph that gave me nothing and somehow felt like everything.
I fell in love with Vesper.
Now I'm holding Sabine.
Same woman.
My heart doesn't give a shit about the distinction.
She's mine.
Not possession.
Not ownership.
Something much more frightening.
Mine to lose.
I lower my mouth against her hair.
“You're bleeding.”
“Little bit.”
Even now.