Page 233 of Fame & Chaos

“Baby, I don’t want you feeling pressured.”

She exhales and climbs off my lap, and my entire body crashes in disappointment. Then she leans back against the seat and slowly slides her panties down her legs.

Holy. Fuck.

I grin like an idiot while she tosses them directly into my face.

“What? You thought I changed my mind?”

I laugh and tuck the panties straight into my pocket. They’re mine now… souvenir for the next six months.

She climbs back onto my lap and unbuttons my jeans, freeing my aching cock. Her eyes darken instantly.

“Do you need me to warm you up first?” I ask quietly.

She stares at me with so much heat I nearly lose it right there. “No, just looking at you turns me on. I need to feel you now, Caleb,” she says and then moves her hand to my cock, positioning it at her entrance.

I move my hands to her waist and hold her steady as she slowly lowers herself onto me. Her warmth engulfs me as she slides onto me effortlessly. It’s like she’s the perfect fit, and it feels so utterly incredible that it sends a shot of pleasure right through my very soul.

I moan as she brings her lips to mine and she caresses my lips with hers softly and slowly while she lowers herself onto me the entire way. I groan as I push up inside of her, filling her to the hilt, and she moans softly. Feeling her bare skin against mine for the first time is something I’ve dreamt about. Yes, we came close to this once before, but this is all the way, and as she rocks her hips on mine and we move together, working in perfect unison.

It doesn’t get any better than this.

She’s working me up quickly, and as much as I would love for this to last as long as possible, we don’t have hours to make love. Instead, we have just one, and I’d like to cuddle for some of that time as well and just be with her. I’d hate to fuck and run. So I’m not going to try and drag this out. I’m just going to let us enjoy the pleasure as it comes, and it is coming quickly.

She kisses me passionately as I grip onto her hips with my strong hands and move her just the way I want her. Our breathing is fast, and we’re both panting through our kissing, but we’re keeping up with each other as she starts to moan a little more. I want to make her feel good, so I move my right hand from her waist down between her legs, pressing my thumb against her clit. She whimpers against my mouth as she continues to rock on top of me. The pressure is building for both of us. My spine starts to tingle, and her back begins to arch.

I move my other hand to her arse and grip onto her cheek as she rides me in the back of the car. This is sweet and romantic, but also hot and sexy at the same time. She moans as I press harder on her clit and start to circle it. Her body begins to shake, and she’s panting into my mouth. Grinding on me, I feel the pressure building, and I’m finding it difficult to concentrate.

She pushes down on me hard, and I growl into her mouth. “Fuck, Indi!” The tingle in my back builds into a pressure running straight to my balls. They tighten and pull up so I press harder on her clit because I don’t know how much longer I can hold out.

“Come with me, baby,” I murmur against her swollen lips, then bite her bottom lip.

She grins, and I press hard on her clit. Her pussy tightens around my cock, making me groan loudly. The pressure in my balls is too much to bear, and when her mouth crashes to mine, we both moan out loud in pure ecstasy, as I unload inside her while her pussy constricts so tight around my cock it feels like pure heaven. My body jolts a few times as she convulses. We both come down from our amazing high together.

She slumps her body onto mine, and I wrap my arms around her as she rests her head in the crook of my neck, relaxing from the exertion. I hold her to me tightly, and right now I wish like fuck we were naked, but just holding her against me is going to be enough for now. I nuzzle into her and hold her so strongly as the realization hits me harder than when I left her this morning.

I won’t do this for six months with her, and right now that’s killing me.

I kiss her head as she cuddles into me as much as she can while I’m still inside her, and she isn’t letting me go for anything. I think she’s coming to the same realization as me. I feel something warm running down my neck, and I pull back as I hear Indi sniff. I pull her face up to look at me, and I see she’s crying.

“Hey,” I whisper gently, wiping away her tears.

“I didn’t want another goodbye.”

“I know.” My throat tightens painfully. “I know, baby.”

She shakes her head and wipes her face. “No. I’m glad we had this. This morning wasn’t enough. I needed one more moment with you.”

I cup her cheeks gently. “Me too.”

We spend the rest of her break kissing and holding each other in the back of that car. She cries a little more, and every tear breaks me, but I keep myself together because if I fall apart too, I genuinely don’t think I’ll be able to leave.

When her break ends, we return to the hospital, and I force myself to behave because she deserves respect at work, no matter how badly I want to drag her somewhere private again.

Eventually, Annie gets discharged, and that goodbye hurts the worst of all. Indi keeps herself composed in front of everyone else, but I can see how close she is to breaking again. I promise I’ll call her as soon as I land in Belfast, and she promises she’ll call me the second she gets home from work.

That promise alone keeps me breathing.