Page 34 of Hard to Love

“Well, I am. It’s a part of the worst time in my life. Mistakes that I’ll never fix. People were hurt, I was hurt, and there’s no fixing it.” Slowly, I walk closer to her, praying she’ll move on.

“I’m just asking you to trust my love as much as you trust yours for me.” Removing her hands, she presses them against my chest as she searches my eyes for understanding.

“Trust. A small word with tremendous meaning. Can you trust my love, Thayer? Trust it enough to know that there’re some things I will never be able to share. Not because I don’t want you to know, but simply because I don’t want to remember.” Laying my hands on hers, holding her as closely as she’ll allow.

“I don’t want you to hurt. Not everything needs a story, but if we’re ever going to create our own, we need a strong foundation, Hardy. Whatever Eric wants to be told, he’ll find a way to tell it. With or without your permission.” Thayer begins to pull away from me, but I tighten my grip on her hands. I can’t lose her, not now and not over this.

“I promise you, I’ll tell you everything before we’re too old to fight about it. Sound good?” I ask as I release her hands and place my arms around her. She studies my eyes before finally nodding and burying her face into my neck, murmuring her promise.

“I promise you, I’ll do everything I can to be here.” Her words give me the promise of more with her. More time. More love. It’s enough for now.

Laying my hand on her face, she tilts her head into my touch, making my cock go wild. Taking her into my hands, I invade her mouth with my tongue. Battling our wills as we devour one another. She knows she drives me wild.

Thayer begins to moan as my tongue follows her lower lip before I nip it between my teeth. Giggling as she pulls away, she leans just far enough away to look me in the eyes.

“Sexual persuasion will not get you the break you’re looking for, buddy.” She starts wiggling so she might get away.

“Hun, it’s all about the attempt. Let me show you.” Twisting her hair in my fingers, I grasp the nape of her neck, dragging her to me.

Her breath hitches in her throat as her eyes darken, becoming full of desire. She wants me, against her better judgment, and she’s hoping I’ll take her, mark her, and make her mine. I’ll be damned if I’m not gonna try.

“Thayer, I’m going to ruin you. You understand? I’m going to sink so far into you; there’ll never be another to compare.” Taking her mouth, I sink my tongue deep, the way I’m about to sink into her, fucking her with it as if I’m fucking her pussy. Knowing she’s as wet as her mouth right about now makes me hard in an instant. Thayer pushes herself down on my thigh, grinding her wet shorts on my leg. She’s begging for release, but she’ll not get it that easy today. It’s time to up the ante.

Kissing my way over to her ear, I whisper my plan for her. Her response is music to my ears. “I’m going to tie you down and lick every inch of your body until you’re squirming beneath me. And then, Thayer, I’m gonna eat your pussy until you come, before sliding deep into you, fucking you so hard, you’ll beg me to stop.”

She trembles at my words as my touch causes goosebumps to run up her back where my hand lay against it. Her lips quiver as the warmth from my breath crosses her ear. Running the tip of my nose through her hair, I trail down her cheekbone, never breaking contact. Allowing my words and our heat to invade all of her senses.

Her breathing becomes rough when I use my tongue to trace her bottom lip. Catching it between her teeth, her eyes snap open as heat explodes behind them. As if I could get harder, her lips part, releasing mine to utter words so incredibly sexy, she makes me shudder.

“I’m yours. Always.” She takes my mouth by storm, pushing against my body so tightly, our breathing syncs.

My hand slides down to her ass, grabbing it as I lift her. Encasing me in her luscious thighs as she moans into my mouth. Our tongues wind around each other, muffling my groans. Her mouth pressed against mine, her lips are crimson when she relinquishes.

“You better never fucking forget that, Thayer. Always,” I growl as I strip her shorts off, tossing them to the side. She takes her shirt off while I make quick work of my pants, ripping my shirt over my head.

Thayer lays before me, black lace panties and no bra. Her hair was a mess but still in a semi-fashioned knot on top of her head. Speaking of semi’s, my dick is about to explode, but knowing what just happened, what could happen, I’m going to take this slow. Burning her to my memory and myself into her.

Crawling over her, I reach for the surprise I had stashed under the bed for her. Pink furry cuffs. Yeah, I’m gonna take it easy on my girl, but not for long. Her eyes light up when I let them dangle from my finger above her. She immediately begins to squirm. Thayer is hot as fuck right now.

Laying the cuffs in her cleavage, she smiles. Wrapping my fingers around her wrists, I pull her arms above her head, holding them there. Her chest rises and falls with every labored drag. Her eyes pop open as the first cuff snaps into place. A fierce desire runs deep in them, mirroring my want for her.

Slipping the fur-covered metal through her wrought-iron headboard, I lock her down as she now lays stretched beneath me. Her body is toned and has curves making her the gorgeous woman she is. Full hips and creamy thighs begging to be wrapped around me. I’m more than willing to oblige, but first, I need to see if the cream is as sweet as the woman.

My fingers trail her delicate skin as my mouth seeks purchase against her neck. Her pulse quickens when I begin to nuzzle her, and she pants with expectation. Quivering as I lay soft kisses under her jaw, moving up, I find her ear and tell her what’s coming next.

“Do you want me to make you come, Thayer? Do you want to come on my tongue while I lick your pussy? You do, don’t you?” Catching her lobe between my teeth, I swipe my tongue over the captured flesh. To my satisfaction, she moans her words.

“Yes, please.” I take pride in very little, but making her sound like that makes me damn happy.

“Yes, please…what?” I ask as I sweep my wet tongue around her erect nipple. Bucking off the bed, she tells me what I want to hear.

“Please, sir.” Her breathy groan diminishes to a sigh.

“You’ve got it,” I answer her before I take her nipple into my mouth, sucking hard as I swirl my tongue around it.

She’s gorgeous when her eyes roll back, giving in to the feeling. Nipping at her body, painstakingly slow, I taste as many parts of her as possible. She’s sweet and salty, not surprising. She tastes as she is.

Reaching the apex of her thigh, I drag my tongue along the junction of it and her pelvis. She moans in appreciation which makes me grin. Thayer’s as vocal during sex as she is any other time. Kissing her pussy lightly, she squirms from the contact. Probably from lack of friction, she needs so much.