AllFreeNovel
Share Us
“Well, tonight he spanked me as he had before. And I was turned on as I’d been before. He was turned on too, and when the session was about over, he came to me and offered himself.”
“Offered?”
I gulped.
“He felt my rear while I was standing in the corner, and I couldn’t help myself. I started to respond, and he responded, and before we knew it, we were screwing.” I was beginning to cry, telling my story to Will. That was a bad move.
“If you think I’ll somehow be assuaged by tears, Alex, your very wrong. In fact, I’d suggest that you stop crying because it’s only pissing me off!”
“I’m sorry, Will, the sex was all wrong. I never should have done it. I mean I never should have even answered Keith’s ad. This has got to be the stupidest thing I’ve ever done.”
“Well that’s one thing we agree on,” he said, though there was no softening in his tone of voice.
“Maybe you could punish me?” I ventured. “Since that’s what I really need, maybe this is something good that could come out of the this whole mess.”
“Wouldn’t that be just perfect for you,” Will said sarcastically.
“You might be surprised how perfect it would be for you, too..”
“This undying love crap coming from you, Alex, is nothing but BS. You think a little retribution on your rear and the whole thing can be swept away.”
“I didn’t say that, but we could begin there.” I was hoping with all my heart that he would agree to this. I realized talking to him how much I’d hurt him, and now how much I wanted him. Why hadn’t I asked him to meet my need for spanking instead of bringing in that ineffectual stranger? The sex with Keith had been about as empty as any I’d ever had. Even on a bad night, Will was a lover, someone whose body, sexual appetites and style I enjoyed. This other man might be an adequate spanker, but he was not a lover of any inspiration at all. For all the fancy ritual we engaged in before the sex, for all the spanking fantasy we’d enjoyed, Keith was pretty mediocre when it came to the rudiments of female sexual stimulation.
“No, Alex, we can’t begin there. You want to write this off so easily, but I can’t. You go find your lover and enjoy yourself, because you now have all the freedom in the world to pursue your pleasures.”
“No, Will!” I protested. “You’re leaving?” It certainly looked that way, since he was in the bedroom packing his suitcase. “You can’t mean that.”
“Face it, we haven’t gotten on that well the last few months. I don’t know whether it was your kinkier sexual desires that were coming to the surface again, but whatever it was, you didn’t see fit to discuss it with me. I’ve gone to hell and back for you and our relationship, but you seem to think you can up and go exploring on your own, without so much as a thought for me, and then hope to patch it up as if nothing has happened. Well, it doesn’t work that way, little darling. If you’re feeling guilty and need to pay penance, go find someone else to redeem yourself with, because it ain’t gonna be me.”
Will closed the bedroom door in my face and came out a half hour later with his bags packed.
“Please, hon, don’t do this, this is four years, we can’t throw it away like this. I’ll do anything.” I was in tears, and pleading for my life, I thought, but it was still Will’s blank cold expression looking back at me.
“Anything? Right,” he bit off sarcastically. “You’ll do what you damn well please as long as you’re in control, but you won’t do anything. That’s always the way it is with you.”
His scathing words stung, probably because they were so true. “Will, I mean it, you tell me what it is, I’ll do it,” I pleaded.
He considered for a moment and shook his head, exasperated with the effort.
“What is it?” I asked trying to get him to say something. The longer he stayed poised at the door, the less likely I thought it would be that he’d really leave. “What can I do?”
“There’s no use suggesting anything, because my own brand of revenge on this would be much too much for your delicate sensibilities, even though I’d find it very fitting.”
“Find what fitting?”
“Submit to Reggie again,” he said simply.
My heart must have stopped beating. I know I went instantly cold.
“No, you don’t mean that?” I said dumbfounded.
“See? What did I say?” His smirk was absolutely as dreadful as his tone of voice. He left me standing in the middle of the living room. Closing the door ever so quietly, I suddenly had thoughts of Reggie Harold going through my mind again for the first time in what seemed like an eternity. Why did he have to say that? Why that? Why Regg
ie? I went to the bedroom and cried my eyes out.
Chapter Two
Reggie had a sweet looking young secretary, blonde, demure and very pretty. She kind of reminded me of myself a few years back. I found myself wondering if she played Reggie’s submissive sex games the way that I had. I certainly wouldn’t be surprised to find him surrounded by hot looking, submissive women there to satisfy his curious lusts.
