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Angels And Devils Rager
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Alpha Xiis holding yet another Rager. It’s an Angels And Devils themed rager, so Lex and I aren’t passing up the opportunity to finally wear those hot outfits we’d ordered online months back.
I’m wearing a white lace bodysuit that’s covered with white fur and a halo crown attached to the top of my head. The not so innocent Angel. Lex wears a kinky black leather dress and holds a black whip at her side for that dominatrix effect. She even has a black wig and dark make-up for full effect. Of course, she wants to be a devil. I swear to God I feel sorry for whoever becomes her victim tonight.
Before we came to the party, we had three shots of vodka so that I could settle my thoughts and stop focusing on whether Hudson will be here tonight. I know he’ll be here, but if I can avoid him, I’ll try. And then thoughts of Eric come rushing in. Eric who I slept with a week ago and hasn’t called me back as yet. But he’s probably busy. At least that’s what I tell myself.
The rager is already going strong the second we walk in withLife After Salemby Lil Nas X blasting over the system and the room is bathed in darkness as the black and white strobe lights flash wildly.
“What do you want to drink?” Lex asks as we maneuver our way through the sweaty throngs of people
“Water,” I tell her as I grab onto her arm for support.
“Water?” Lex laughs. “No way, we didn’t come here so you could have water. Weren’t you the one that said you’re in the party mood?”
“Yeah,” I say. “But—”
“Yes!” Lex pulls away. “So I’ll get you something.”
I watch as she heads towards the kitchen before I start looking around. Before coming, I had prepped myself, but it seems like I’d forgotten because I want to see him.
Turning around, I scan the crowd and that’s when I spot him. His black hair is wild, untamed. Seriously, it’s hard to miss his magnificence in the sea of regular students. He’s wearing a black, diaphanous shirt that’s left open, exposing the toned muscle of his abdomen, and black jeans that ride low to finish the look. He’s a devil tonight. Even if he wasn’t dressed up, he’d still look dark, devilish.
Gathering whatever courage I have, I walk over to him with my heart pounding loudly in my ears.
Hudson looks at me as I approach him and thankfully he’s standing alone. The white strobe lights flash across his face for a split second and his green eyes are bright, and crazy and I’m left feeling like I always do. It’s as if he’s staring right through me and can see what I’m feeling, what I desire, and who I want.
“I didn’t expect to see you here tonight,” he says flatly as I stand beside him.
Hudson turns to face me because that’s how he likes things to be. He needs to be face to face and analyze the situation.
“I just wanted to party tonight,” I say and watch as he lifts the bottle of vodka to his lips.God, he’s beautiful.
My eyes scan his flawless skin, almost as smooth as marble, and the sharp cut of his jawline. I reach out and take the vodka bottle from him. He watches as I take a sip and then I wince as the vodka slides down my throat.
“Look,” he reaches out and grips my shoulder, “I’d love to chat, but I feel like things aren’t going to get better between us and I don’t want drama tonight. Okay?”
I’m taken aback by his words for a moment. Does he have someone new? Usually, he’s always looking for an opportunity to fuck me, so why is he being so cold all of a sudden?
“What did I do?”
“It’s not just you, it’s me too,” he says, dropping his hand from my shoulder.
“Are you kidding me?”
He shrugs and looks away as he takes the bottle from me and takes another swig from the bottle. “Unfortunately, no, I’m not.”
Panic rises in my throat and I step closer to him. “So we’re just going to leave it at that?”
But isn’t that what you’ve always wanted? To be away from him?The voice in my head screams.
He nods, his adam’s apple bobbing up and down steadily. “Pretty much.”
“Pretty much? So then you just used me right? You just needed someone to help you jerk off and you decided it was me until you didn’t want me anymore?” My voice rises and I don’t even realize it. “You just wanted me to be your temporary whore and now you’re done, right Hudson? That’s how it fucking works with you. You use and abuse and then you discard.”
