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“I know.” Sadie wrinkled her nose in thought. “I wonder if strip D&D is a thing.”
“It very much is not,” Rebecca told her soberly.
The trio was laughing when Olivia came back in, wine bottle in hand. “What are we talking about?”
“Still on the puppy play,” Sadie put in without missing a beat. “Which I definitely would have found humiliating.”
“It would’ve been more embarrassing if we’d been in public, or had other people around,” Amanda continued, picking up the thread. “But I think for me, humiliating depends on James.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, the first night we did it, when we sort of fell into it by accident? He was really distant. Not cold,” she mused, “but detached, removed. I didn’t feel connected to him, you know?”
“And that’s humiliating?” Olivia wanted to know.
“Not by itself, no.” Amanda struggled to explain. “It’s like the puppy play. It’s embarrassing, but he was right there, guiding me through it. Turns out, I can take a lot as long as James is with me.”
“Aw,” Rebecca put in.
“Double aw,” Sadie added. “What about the fucking machine?”
“Well, I knew he was there, and he’d promised that he’d stay close, and that helped. But with the lights on, I couldn’t see him, and he didn’t touch me at all until the end. And being on the medical table…” Amanda trailed off, trying to find the right words.
“That’s a mind fuck all on its own,” Sadie put in.
“Yes.”
“Then all those people were calling you names,” Olivia said.
“What names?” Rebecca wanted to know.
Amanda smiled. “Slut, greedy cunt, filthy fuck hole. Stuff like that.”
“Demoralizing,” Rebecca said with a nod.
“And definitely humiliating. But also, hot.” Amanda blew out a breath. “I really liked it.”
“People thought James was going to let everyone fuck you,” Olivia said quietly.
“Really?” Amanda blinked. “James told me after that everyone had been told what the rules were for participating.”
Olivia shrugged. “I heard people talking, that’s all.”
Rebecca looked thoughtful. “Would you have been okay with that?”
“No.” Amanda sipped her wine. “We’ve done threesomes before, but James has never been a pass-his-submissive-around kind of Dom. We’d probably spend six months talking about it before he’d even consider it a possibility.”
“He talks to you about the kind of scenes he wants to do?”
Amanda glanced at Olivia, who was frowning again. “Not always. I mean, we have our regular scenes, stuff we do all the time, and he doesn’t check with me on those. But with new stuff, like this experiment—”
“The Shame Game,” Sadie put in with a grin.
Amanda laughed, then turned back to Olivia. “With new stuff, we talk. A lot. Especially something like this, that could be triggering or damaging.”
Sadie sent Olivia a worried look before turning back to Amanda. “What’s next on your Shame Game to-do list?”
“We’ve done dehumanization and public display, so that leaves objectification.”
