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CHAPTERSEVEN
VANESSA
IT DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THERE WAS A CHOICE. I KNEW WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE A CHOICE, AND THIS WAS FAR FROM IT. ETHAN KNEW I WOULD GO TO GREAT LENGTHS TO PROTECT ANNA AND MY UNCLE. AFTER ALL, EVEN IF IT WAS A FOOLISH ATTEMPT, I DID TRYTO KILL HIM IN ORDER TO SAVE MY UNCLE.
I TOLD MYSELF THAT WHILE HAVING SEX WITH ETHAN SCARED ME, IT WASN'T THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN.
Pretend he's not a bad guy who murders people without remorse. That was the choice I made.
Had it not been for this entire situation withUncle Fred and Anna, he would have been my type, even if I didn't know what type of men I liked. I tried to remember the aspects of him that had drawn me to him the first night we met at The Rose.
His brown eyes were hungry, waiting for me to say the answer he expected me to say. For a split second after leaving Room Thirteen, I fantasized about kissing him and being wrapped in his long, strong arms. A fling. I wanted one with him before I knew what his hands were capable of.
Ethan tilted his head to the side as he watched me, and I could tell he was getting impatient.
"I will comply," I said, surrenderingmy body to him.
I had never been a woman who saw sex simply as sex. I always thought I'd find the one who was truly special to me. However, I wouldgive in to him for the sake ofmy uncle, Anna, and thatsmall part of me that wished Ethan was a different man.
"Now, what a good girl you're turning into," he said mischievously as he slowly undid my jeans, freeing my legs.
When his finger dragged my thong off my waist, my thighs instinctively clasped together, and I closed my eyes, grittingmy teeth together.
"So beautiful," he exclaimed as he removed my panties and looked down at me.
I always wonderedabout how my pussy would appear to others, a feeling of self-consciousnessI suspected several women shared with me. It was the reason I always shaved clean and wore thongs. The sad part was that I was preparing for a man who would earn the right to my body, not a man who was my captor.
He just stared at me for a few seconds, watching my thighs close. When I felt his finger on my flesh, I jerked instinctively.
"Take the top off," he said, and I obeyed. "The bra," he continued, and I followed suit, baring myself in front of him.
A part of me was curious what he thought of my body. In terms of sexual experience, he was light-years ahead of me, and there were women I knew he would have slept with in seconds.
His fingers traced a path up my thigh, following the curve. Even with my eyes closed, I could see every movement of his fingers. My body was acutely aware of him and the tingle he caused.
As he ignored my pussy and approached my waist, my mind wondered where he was going. His gentle touch crept up my belly button and across my flat stomach until he reached my breasts, which were covered with my hands. I knew I'd promised him everything, but I felt compelled to protect myself.
He tightened his grip on my wrists and pulled my arms apart, pinning them to the bed.
Just defy the urge to struggle. It would be over soon,I reminded myself.
I lasted only three seconds before wriggling under his grip. Pleasure wreaked havoc on my body, and it was so strong that I couldn't help but feel denial alongside it.
Ethan wrapped his mouth around my right nipple, giving me itswetnessand softness. He didn't bite as I had anticipated. His lips simply sucked on it, causing my entire body to shiver.
I fought the wave of pleasure that washed over me by closing my eyes tighter than I had ever done before. I couldn't think of anything else or recall anything. My attention was drawn to the way he moved his mouth around me. My body jerked up to meet him, but his arms held me down on the bed.
"You will only move when I orderyou to," he said before releasing my nipple. It ached from the harshness of a world without his lips and tongue.
I want more. It was the most humiliating thought I'd ever had, but my desire was completely out of the question.
When he kissed around my breast, my mind became jumbled once more. My breasts spread in front of him, and Ethan showed no mercy in his quest to drive me insane.
My nerves pricked up as he kissed every part of my body, from the bottom of my navel to my aching nipple. He came to a halt just a breath away, and even though my eyes were closed, I could feel his gaze on me. I could tell he was teasing me and trying to make me beg.
Please, just put it in your mouth and suck on it. In my head, I had very clear images of what I wanted him to do to me.
I rubbed my thighs together, squeezing them together to relieve the throbbing sensation in my chest. With just a few of his kisses, I was completely out of my mind, so I could only imagine how it would feel if he actually fucked me.
