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“Maddie, I’m disappointed. I’ve taught you better than this. I should never have let you go out on your own. This boy will only use you until he is done with you and tosses you aside, that’s what men do. I’ve told you this over and over.” I see red, who the fuck does she think she is. Just as I’m about to push the door open, Campbell and Dick pull me back.
“Don’t do it, Young. Think about what this will do to the trust you have built. Let her try to handle it on her own, trust her to do that.” Fuck, I hate when Campbell makes sense. I pull away from them and go back to listening.
“I’m done. Get the fuck out of my apartment, away from my family. I don’t want to ever see you again. I’m happy.”
“You think you are happy now. The only thing that makes you truly happy is sex and you know it. Just come home for a few weeks, it’s the least you can do after all I’ve done for you.”
“You think I should thank you? What you do, what you made me do, is illegal. I am no longer a little girl you can force to do things. I’m an adult and I want nothing to do with you or your ‘business.’ I want you to leave before my family realizes what a piece of shit you are.” I actually hear the slap and I burst in the room. I won’t stand by any longer.
“Your daughter asked you to leave. Now, I’m telling you.” I walk over and pull Maddie into my arms while she clutches her face.
“When you are done with my daughter, come see me.” She throws a card down on the bed and walks out of the room. I hold Maddie for what seems like hours, she doesn’t say a word. When I ask her if she wants to talk about it, she shakes her head “no.” When I ask if she is alright she nods “yes.” I don’t know what to make of the whole situation, but I know that woman is bad news. She made Maddie do things she didn’t want to do and if my thinking is right, it makes me want to puke.
She finally starts to pull away from me, I let her back up a bit, but I won’t let her go. “Talk to me.” She tries to plaster on that fake smile.
“I’m good, Young. She’s gone now.” I close my eyes trying to remain calm.
“Maddie, we need to talk about this sooner or later.” She runs her hands up into my hair and kisses me.
“Later. Now let’s go figure out dinner and what time we are going out tonight.”
There is nothing I can do; I need to let her tell me on her own time. I grab her hand and we make our way to the kitchen to plan our night.
“Another shot!” Maddie is trashed. We decided to all go out for sushi then hit the bar. She has been throwing drinks back one after the other. I’ve had two beers, I feel like I’m fucking babysitting her. I know she is just trying to block out what happened today, but if she would just talk to me, I could help her.
“Young, are you alright? You are never this quiet.” Red asks with raised eyebrows. I look over at Maddie, who is throwing back another shot and dancing in her seat.
“Not really, Red. I’m worried about her.” She rubs my hand giving me that sad smile.
“Me too. Maybe she will talk to you about it tomorrow; she just needs this right now.” I just nod and turn my attention back to Maddie. I need to get her ass out of here soon before she is unable to stand.
“Are you guys ready to call it a night? I think I need to get her home before she gets any worse.”
“Yea, man. Let’s get out of here. We’ll help you get her home.” I don’t know what I would do without Dick and Campbell. After we all finally convince her that we are all leaving, we head home.
I get her into bed; she is giggling and trying to pull my shirt off. “Come on, Young. Fuck me.” I ignore her and try getting her to lie still. She keeps pulling at my shirt and trying to unbutton my jeans. It is a struggle trying to talk myself out of it. She is actually turning me on.
“Maddie, don’t you think we should wait until you are sober?” She pays no attention and continues to try to unbutton my pants. I’ve already gotten her out of her clothes, so seeing her in her bra and panties is not helping. I drop my pants and climb on top of her. “Maddie, the only way we are doing this is if we make love, no fucking.” Maybe she will open up to me if I give in to her.
“That’s nice; my man wants to make love. Well, make love to me, sexy.” I slowly bend down to kiss her. I do everything slowly, gently. I kiss her slowly, I touch her softly, and when I finally push into her, I do it gently. “Oh, Young. You feel so good, go faster.” I don’t I keep up my slow movements.
“Not this time, babe.” I kiss her gently and softly touch her hardened nipples. I pick up my pace, just a bit, but enough to have her arch off the bed. “That’s it.” I can feel myself getting close to blowing my load so I reach down and rub her clit.
“Yes, I’m going to come.” Her pussy clenches around my dick and I come with her. She is moaning and riding out her aftershocks. I am still rocking
slowly before I pull out and kiss her again. I want her to know how much I love her, that no matter what happened today, I will always be there for her. I pull her to me and run my hand up and down her side.
“So sweet, baby girl.” I go to kiss her head and she jumps out of bed holding the sheet around her.
“Get out.” What the fuck? Drunk sex is never a good idea, I should have known better.
“Maddie, come back to bed. You are still drunk.” She is shaking her head wildly with wide eyes.
“Get the fuck out. NOW!” Holy shit, I think she is serious. I stand up and look for my sweats, thinking I may be able to get her to calm down. She is pacing the room whispering to herself, “She told him. She told him.” I have no idea what she is talking about, but I know for certain, it has to do with her mom.
“I’ll go, Maddie. But I will be back tomorrow and we are going to talk about this.” I pick up my clothes and head to my apartment with a sinking feeling in my heart.
It is ten o’clock in the morning and I haven’t closed my eyes. When Young called me baby girl, it threw me back in time. I felt violated, cheap, and dirty. My instinct was to protect myself, and I made him leave. I am all over the place with what I’m feeling now. I feel guilty for throwing him out, I feel disgusted with myself for what those simple words brought back. I’m scared that I am going to pull away from Young now because I am going to defend my actions even if I don’t really support them. This is all my mom’s fault for showing up and fucking with my head. She begged me to come home and help her. I have never felt so repulsed with myself. Plus, the way she reacted to my apartment, my clothes, and Young, she had me building that wall back up. Making me question what I’m doing and if it’s all good enough. I fucking hate her for doing that to me again. It’s taken years to get out of the invisible hold she has over me, now I feel it blanketing me again.
