Page 55 of Beautiful Chances


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Nodding, I say, “I agree, but why the theatrics, then? Why not just go medieval on his ass? A life for a life and all that.”

I watch as Mia furrows her brows in confusion, and I wonder if it’s because she’s not understanding what I said, or if she’s trying to think of how to best articulate whatever is going through that pretty head of hers.

Since I’m nothing if not encouraging, I start to painstakingly slowly move inside her again. It takes me ten seconds to sheath myself inside her, and I know that for a fact since I’m counting—and then another ten to move almost all the way out of her.

“He can’t be allowed to ever walk the streets again. He’s too dangerous.”

I make a tsking sound. “Why? Me and CJ have killed as well, and everyone who dies is someone’s loved one. Are you planning on killing us as well? I’d like to know if I need to start sleeping with one eye open.”

Just to switch things up, I thrust into her pussy three times as hard as this angle will allow.

“Kas, oh my God.” I love hearing her moan my name in the throes of passion, and I feel my dick go from rock hard to painfully hard. The moans disappear when I stop moving again, and she huffs, “No, that was different. Both yours and Coen’s circumstances were forced. Whatever you do is a byproduct of someone hurting you. That’s not your fault.”

“What if someone hurt Neil? If you ask CJ, he believes that no one’s born evil. Besides, awful shit happens to everyone. What makes us better than Neil?”

It’s taking all my willpower to hold back and not give in to what we both want. I can’t, though. I need her to realize why she’s doing it because if she doesn’t, it will destroy her.

“Admit it,” I whisper, hoping she can hear the desperation I’m feeling.

“I-I… No, I don’t know what it is you want me to say.”

Okay, clearly, I need to up my game. “Let me lick your pussy, sweets. I want your taste on my tongue.” I inch out of her even slower than before, hoping she’ll stop me.

The fact that Mia hasn't let me look upon her naked body is a red flag, even without the shit she told us on New Year’s. But with what Neil did to her, it’s amped up one million percent, and the longer she hides, the harder it will be to break away from later.

Mia practically shouts to stop me, and I become still. “No, you can’t see me. I-I… I can’t even watch myself after what he did.” Her voice breaks, and I let the admission hang between us.

“That can’t be easy,” I say and kiss her forehead.

“I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to… He took that from me. From me… H-he twisted my body and used it against me. Treated me like his fucking property. FUCK!” Mia isn’t talking, she’s wailing and screeching like a banshee.

While watching the hurt and shame on her face, it morphs into an expression of anger instead. She’s as beautiful as ever, as her eyes shine with malice.

“I want him to feel what I feel. I want him to know what it feels like to succumb to someone else’s whim, and to have that sadistic fucker ruin what you’ve always treasured. My body has always been my priority, my temple, if you will. And now, he’s ruined it. He’s stolen that part from myself, as well as what should have only been yours, Coen’s, and Alec’s. He might not have fucking touched me, but he defiled my mind—and I want him to know what that’s like.”

Her cries turn into something I don’t even know how to describe. It’s as if each word is coated in malice and dipped in poison, and I realize she’s doing what I wanted—she’s embracing her darkness.

“Then that’s what you need to tell CJ and Alec so they can help you. CJ is the fucking game master, and with Alec now attempting to gain Neil’s trust but also playing him like an instrument, well… This might very well turn into exactly what you want.” I know my grin isn’t a happy one, and I’m okay with that.

These are not happy times.

“No more talking. Fuck me like you mean it, Kas. I want to feel your hot cum all over my body. Help me love my body again.” Then, as if she feels she’s being unreasonable, she adds, “Please.”

I don’t answer her with words, there’s no need. Instead, I thrust into her with wild abandon. Bending my head, I capture one of her nipples and let my teeth graze the areola while my tongue flicks the erect skin.

“Mia—” Her name is a wanton plea on my lips when her pussy grips me so hard I’m worried she’s going to squeeze my cum from me, and I’m not ready for that yet. Not only because I’m not done with her yet, but mostly because I want to do everything she asks. If she wants me to come all over her, then yeah, I’m going to do exactly that.

Just as I’m thinking that I wish I could taste her, I get a wicked idea. I twist the finger that’s resting on her clit and sink it into her wet heat next to my cock.

“What are you—”

I shush her before pushing my finger as deep inside her tight pussy as possible, then bringing it to my mouth so I can lick it clean. A growl-like sound is torn from my throat as her taste assaults my tastebuds, and I want nothing more than to bury my head between her thighs. I know I can’t do that, though, so I do the next best thing and repeat the motion.

Mia pants, “That’s so hot, Kas. Don’t stop—” I think she wanted to say more, but when my fingers dip into her for the fourth time, she moans.

“It is,” I agree. “I love your taste, and it’s been way too long.”

Tightening around my cock, she answers, “Yes, it has.” Then, without further preamble, she captures my lips and swipes her tongue across my lips, tasting herself.

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