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I let her fingers trail over my skin, exploring my body as she slants her head. I’m so turned on by the feel of her against me, I want to flip her onto her back and slide into her slick heat. I want to fuck her into the mattress while she screams my name.
If I was a gentleman, I’d feel bad for those thoughts, but no one has ever accused me of that.
There is a reason I’m a member of one of the most notorious syndicates—though my loyalty starts and ends with Zeke and his brothers.
I couldn’t give a fuck about Charlotte and Anthony.
Those two can rot for all I care.
My thoughts scatter as she pushes her tongue tentatively into my mouth. I pull her closer, my own tongue sliding against hers. The little whimpers she makes are fucking delicious. I want to make her cry out more.
I roll on top of her, careful not to give her my weight. Then I grind my cock against her centre. She gasps as I do, lifting her hips to meet me. I wish we didn’t have the barrier of our clothes, but I don’t want to rush things with her either.
I want her comfortable.
I want her to make these decisions herself. No one has ever allowed her to think for herself.
Our lips continue to meet, leaving my lungs starved for air, but I don’t want to part from her.
Eventually, she is the one who pulls back. Aurelia pants as she tries to catch her breath. Her eyes never leave mine, and I feel such a connection to her. The electricity zips between us.
“I can’t stop from kissing you,” she admits.
“I don’t want you to stop.”
That makes her smile. Her lips move over mine again, and I gather her closer. She melts against me, and I place my hand on her back.
Fuck, she’s perfect. She fits against me like she’s meant to be there. I could kiss her for eternity, so when she pulls back, this time it’s with reluctance that I let her go.
Her eyes crawl over my face, her lips swollen and beautiful, just like her.
“Ryan?”
“Yeah?”
“I want you to be my first.”
If I were a good man, I’d tell her no. I’d refuse. But fuck, there’s only so much temptation I can deal with. Right now, she’s dangling the carrot right over my head, and I want to take a bite of it.
I try to rein myself in. This isn’t a good idea. Besides the obvious reasons, there’s also the fact she’s a lot younger than me and she’s naive in a way I’ve never experienced with a woman before. The way her family sheltered her has been a disservice. Aurelia has no idea how the real world works.
So this feels a lot like taking advantage of her.
I should tell her to find someone her own age, someone she’s in love with, but I can’t give her up.
Even so, I need to know why. I need to get her mindset. “Why? Why not wait for the right person?”
“You are that for me,” she says.
“Lia...take a moment.”
Her head shakes. “I don’t have a moment. My mother and the people she’s set to find me could take me at any point. If that happens, I want to know the decisions I made were my own. That I was in charge of my own destiny, even if it was only for a moment.” She takes my face in her hands. “I’ve never had control of anything,” she says. “Not my life, not my clothes, not who I choose. I want it to be you.”
I blow out a breath. How the fuck can I say no to that?
Reaching up, I brush her hair off her face. “You’ve got your whole life in front of you.”
“Do I?”
