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She opens her eyes slowly and turns to me. She’s giving me that look that I know is reserved for only me. I’ve never seen her look at anyone else like this, and I don’t ever want to – I think it would kill me to watch her give this look to another guy.
I don’t know what I did to deserve her, but at this moment, I want to kiss the ground she walks on. Instead, I lean in and kiss her softly.
She moans and deepens the kiss. I gently lay her back on the blanket we’re sitting on and cover her body with mine, not breaking our kiss. I’m positioned between her legs, and even with all our clothes on, it’s my new favorite place to be. The feel of her beneath me is unreal. I pull back and look in her deep brown eyes. As I brush her hair back, I see a tear slip from her eyes. I catch it with my thumb.
“Paige, what’s wrong?”
Did I move too fast? We’ve talked about this a lot. I thought she was ready, but now I’m worried. I don’t want to push her.
“Is this too fast? We can stop. I’m sorry, I thought…”
She cuts me off with a kiss. “I don’t want to leave you,” she whispers.
I can hear the pain in her voice and it kills me.
“Shh. Don’t think about that right now, okay. We’ll figure it out. I love you, Paige. You’re my best friend…my everything. We’re going to get through this.”
Paige reaches up to run her hands through my hair. She pulls me down to her and kisses me softly.
“I love you so much, Jack.” She kisses me deeper, her hands gripping my hair. “Make love to me.”
I pull back. “Are you sure?”
She nods.
“I really need to hear you say it, Paige. I don’t want to pressure you. We can wait.”
“I don’t want to wait. I’m sure. I want you to be my first. Stop talking and kiss me.”
I can’t deny Paige. I’d give her the whole world if I could. I lean down and kiss her softly, my lips trailing down to her collarbone. We’ve kissed like this before, but it feels different now, knowing that we’re going all the way. She sits up a little and pulls off her shirt. I reach my hand around and fumble a little with her bra hook.
God, I’m so nervous. I want this to be good for her. When I finally get her bra unhooked, I slide the straps down, not breaking eye contact with her. Paige has a great body, but I want her to know I’m looking ather, not just her body.
She slides her fingers under my shirt, causing goosebumps to break along my flesh. It feels insanely good when she touches me. I help her get my shirt off, and then we’re laying there topless, skin on skin.
Nothing has ever felt better in my entire life.
I kiss her before moving down to unbutton her jeans. She helps by sliding them off while I slip out of my own. I pull a condom out of the basket – I came prepared – and set it down next to us on the blanket, so I don’t have to look for it later.I glance around us, making sure that the beach is still empty and no one will accidently find us in this secluded spot.
I look back at Paige and my breath catches in my throat seeing her laid out on the blanket absolutely, unreservedly, perfectly naked. As much as we’ve hooked up the past few months, we’ve never actually been completely naked with each other. I take back everything I said about Paige being gorgeous before. She is, but damn, looking at her spread out before me totally naked – I’ve never seen anyone or anything so beautiful in my entire life. I can’t speak. I’m in awe of her.
Our hands quickly explore each other, our lips sometimes following. I’m not usually such a touchy-feely kind of guy, but this moment is everything I hoped it would be, not just for Paige but also for me. I guess I didn’t realize how special I wanted it to be until now.
We fumble around with the condom. I’ve never been so hard in my life.
I slide my fingers through her soft folds, making sure she’s ready before I position myself at her core. I watch in total fascination as I slowly slide into her.
Oh. My. God.
She’s so tight.
It’s the most unbelievable feeling in the world. I have to stop for a second, taking deep breaths and closing my eyes. I’m praying for the control to make this last because I’m on the verge of coming and I’m barely inside her. With one more deep breath, I feel under control enough to keep pushing deeper. She inhales sharply when I hit against a barrier. She winces, and I stop.
“Does it hurt?”
“A little” She takes a deep breath. “Just keep going.”
“Maybe we should stop.”
