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I have no idea how I feel. I don’t feel angry or happy—I don’t feel anything. I’m just fucking numb.
“Let me take your mind off of it. Undo your jeans,” she instructs.
Wasting no time, I have them undone and pushed down to my knees by the time she’s whipped her dress over her head and tossed it onto the floor.
Straddling my thighs, I close my eyes as she reaches down and squeezes my dick. The only thing I worried about as I hit my forties—and then too quickly, my fifties—was my dick failing me. But it hasn’t yet. I put it down to my old lady being as hot today as she was the day I fell in love with her.
Leaning over, her hair falls around the sides of my face as she kisses me. Her tongue sweeps over mine, and as I wind my fingers into her hair to bring her even closer, she positions herself and slides down my shaft, causing my entire body to shudder.
Rolling her hips, she expertly takes every inch of me, never breaking our kiss. And just like every other time I’ve been between my wife’s legs, I lose my damn mind and slip into a state of euphoria. Her lips move down to my neck, her breath warm on my skin as she picks up her pace.
“Oh, God, I’m gonna come,” she groans, burying her face in my neck.
Grabbing onto her hips, I slam up into her until she reaches her climax. As she clenches and pulses around my dick, I succumb to my own. After riding the waves of our orgasms, she collapses on top of me and stretches out.
“I must say, I’ve been looking forward to this day, and knowing it’s fast approaching, I’m… happy,” she says once she’s got her breath.
“I didn’t know you felt this way.”
She rolls onto her side and faces me.
“You and the club are one and the same, and I love you both. But it would be nice to have you around more. Maybe we can finally go on a vacation.”
A vacation? Fucking hell.
“Let’s just take it one day at a time, yeah?”
Laughing, she nods.
Leo’s voice filters through the door, and I hear Rayna’s door opening. His life has changed a handful of times already, but the day he sews Cas’s patch onto his cut is the day the club changes, never to be the same again.
Chapter Fifteen
Leo
Rayna’s half asleep before Holly can take off her sneakers and I can tuck her in. Leaning over her, I press a kiss to her forehead and back out of the room, softly closing the door, while Holly disappears into her room and begins folding clothes that were already folded. Something is off with her today. She’s been too quiet, and she won’t look me in the eye. Not that she’s the loudest person to be around in the first place, but still, it’s clear something’s going on.
“What’s wrong with you today?”
“Nothing,” she answers quickly.
That’s clearly a lie.
“There’s obviously something on your mind.”
She continues to fuck about with the laundry, and I step into the room and close the door. I don’t need those fuckers hearing this conversation, seeing as how they gossip more than they should already.
Seeing her sad makes my chest tighten, but her silence is frustrating. Sitting at the end of the bed, I ask again, “What’s wrong?”
She finally stops fucking with the laundry and says, “I don’t think it’s a good idea we sleep in the same bed anymore.”
I wasn’t expecting that. I bullshitted my dad when I told him it was all because of her nightmares. That’s only partially true. The fact is,Ihate sleeping alone. The memory of India still plagues me at night, and before Holly, they tore me in two. She still haunts my dreams, but I don’t wake up in a cold sweat anymore. Most nights, I sleep through, and barely remember dreaming at all.
The way I see it, I’m helping her with her nightmares, and she’s helping me with mine.
“Why?”
She shrugs. “I haven’t had a nightmare in weeks. I doubt I’d wake you up anymore.”
