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Blowing out a breath, I lifted my eyes, knowing I needed to be looking at him when I talked about my feelings. “I like him. I was too afraid to admit it, but I do.”
Asa kneeled down, placing both of his hands on my thighs. “Have I given you the idea that I wouldn’t be open to the type of relationship my sister has? If I have, I’m sorry for making it where you couldn’t talk to me.”
Instantly, shame filled me, and I moved forward, taking his face into my hands. “Oh, Asa, no. I’m sorry you thought that for even a second. You’ve been the best boyfriend, hands down. I didn’t think I deserved to be selfish and ask for myself. It was all me. Since I was a teenager, I’ve hated parts of myself, and I’ve tried to change, hide, or omit them so others would like me. It’s my insecurity, and I’m sorry it leaked out onto you.”
“Don’t you get it, Fin? I’m not perfect. You act like I am, but I’m just as insecure, selfish, and cowardly as the next person. I knew you were struggling, but I didn’t want to push you, afraid I’d lose you completely, so I let you be. I should’ve tried harder. Maybe then you wouldn’t have felt you had to run away. I’m sorry.”
“Ssh, you have nothing to be sorry about. Asa, babe, you’re amazing. Even if you don’t see yourself as perfect, you are to me. I love you so much. I’m sorry I made you doubt yourself. Can we promise to talk to one another about everything, even if it’s uncomfortable?”
“I like the sound of that.” He leaned forward, kissing me briefly. “And as far as the other two guys go. I know you have a connection with them both. I can see it when you’re with them. I’m cool with Milo too. If you find you want to explore things, I’m not going to run away screaming. I’m here to stay, Finley. I waited a whole year just to ask you out. I’m not going to run off scared now that I got you.”
“You really are the sweetest,” I said, kissing him again. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I pulled him to me, needing his hug. Asa came willingly, and we held one another for a while, just content to be near each other.
When his hands started to roam, I couldn’t deny that my lady parts were heating up. Lifting my head, I boldly watched him as he unbuttoned my shirt. Since he was still on his knees, I could see every move he made as his jaw tensed, his nostrils flared, and his pupils blew.
“Are you sure?” he asked, his hand wavering in the air between us.
“Yes. We’ll just have to be quiet. But we’re high enough up here that I don’t think anyone would be able to see us.”
“I kind of like the thought that they could.” Asa grinned, showing me a whole new side to himself.
Dropping my shoulders down, the shirt slid off, leaving me only in my bra. Slowly, I reached forward, unsnapping the front clasp, glad I’d decided to wear this one today. As soon as my breasts were displayed, my nipples pebbled from the breeze, drawing Asa’s eyes to them. He licked his lips, and I knew he was a second away from striking.
Reaching down, I unbuttoned my shorts, the movement snapping him out of his staring contest with my tits. Asa jumped up, pulling his clothes off in quick succession as I pushed my shorts and panties to the ground. At this angle, his cock jutted out at eye level as it began to harden right in front of me, rising up like it was saying hello. Leaning forward, I lifted my eyes to watch Asa as I kissed the tip.
He sucked in a breath, hissing as my warm tongue swirled around it. I moved to take more of him into my mouth when his hands shot out, lifting me under my armpits.
“I don’t think I can wait tonight. I need you, Fin.”
Sucking in a breath at the desire in his voice, I barely nodded before I was spun around, and my hands caught the railing I’d been standing against earlier. Asa’s hands skated down my body, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. The cold air kissed my skin as I breathed in anticipation of what would come next.
Tilting my head back, he bent down to kiss me, his tongue swirling with mine in a passionate embrace. His hands trailed over my breasts, pinching and teasing the mounds as he explored my body. The world around us ceased to exist as he mapped out my body with his touch.
“More,” I gasped, breaking the kiss to state my claim. A sound similar to a growl left his lips as he pulled my hips closer to him, his hard cock nesting between my ass cheeks. His fingers lowered to my pussy, finding me warm and waiting for him.
He began to lightly touch my clit, giving me only teasing caresses as I pushed forward, wanting more friction. A frustrated sigh left me as he kept moving his fingers away each time I tried.
“Asa,” I begged, hoping he’d take mercy on me.
His head bent, nipping lightly on my neck as he whispered in my ear. “I like it when you say my name so full of need.”
Before I could respond, he gave me what I wanted, plunging his fingers into me and making my knees buckle as they filled me.
Biting my lip, I barely contained the moan that wanted to escape. Pushing against the railing, I rubbed against his cock, no longer satisfied with his fingers. Spreading my legs wider, I arched my back, hoping my core would be closer so he could slip in.
Asa chuckled, taking the sign for what it was, and moved his hand, positioning it on my hip as he tilted me the rest of the way. I helped him move into the right spot by going up on my tiptoes. As he slipped into me, I let go of everything I’d been holding, allowing it to escape into the night air around me, my moan becoming one with the breeze.
Together, we found a rhythm as he plunged his hard length into me, easily sliding in and out. The sounds of skin slapped against one another, adding to the night sounds. Little gasps and puffs of air were all that could be heard as we let our desire take over.
“I can’t last much longer,” he groaned, and I nodded, needing him to tip me over the edge.
“I’m ready.”
“Fuck, I didn’t put on a condom,” Asa groaned, stopping his movement.
“Don’t you dare stop, Asa! We’re good. You know we are.”
A little chuckle left his lips before he bent and kissed the dip between my neck and shoulder. His fingers tightening on my hips was the only warning I got before he plunged back into me, pushing a gasp from me. One hand moved around to the front, finding my clit, and he rubbed in circles as he pistoned in and out. It was all I needed before I felt my body tensing up and everything exploded as I came.
