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"Passion," he suggested. "Anver isn't sexual. He wants to be included, and he wants to be cared about, but that's a very different thing from being sexual. You were kissing Wraythe, right? Not the other one?" He paused until I nodded. "When he kissed you, he wanted that. He wanted to feel you in his arms, to breathe you in, and to be right there, right then. It's a very hard thing to resist."
"And Eladehl?" I asked.
Jamik smiled. "Have you kissed him alone?"
"No..."
"You should. He's a very beautiful boy, but also a bit of a dangerous one. I've heard that he crosses a lot of lines. Not with others, but with himself. He's a risk-taker. The kind of boy who's afraid of nothing, but he's also well on the Path of the Body."
"What if I end up on the Path of Action?" I asked.
"It's allowed," Jamik assured me. "You would have to learn not to be jealous of his patrons, though, because hewillhave them. Men, women, maybe even groups. Others will enjoy his body, and you will have to wait for your turn."
"And if I was a Priestess of the Body?" I asked weakly.
"Then there's the chance that you could work with him. Think about that for a moment, though. How would you feel to be enjoying his body with everyone else watching? How would you feel to have him love you while another man penetrates his ass - " Jamik choked. "Anus. I think that's the term I'm supposed to use."
I huffed at him. "I'msixteen,Jamik. I know what an ass is."
"You didn't know what it meant to fuck one," he tossed back.
"I just didn't know how that worked. I mean, I figured it wouldn't fit, but lubrication kinda explains that."
"And it stretches. All of the openings. But yeah, um... Would you be excited to do those things or terrified? Would you hate anyone else touching him, or would it drive you higher?"
"I think the second," I admitted sheepishly.
He nodded. "Then consider the Path of the Body. I don't know why you resist the idea, but you always have. Wanna tell?"
"Everyone says only the most beautiful get picked for that," I told him.
"Ok?"
"And I'm the baby of the class. I'm not pretty! I have brown hair, brown eyes, and pale skin. I don't look like Ciella with her golden locks or Marinetta with her big boobs."
He reached over and caught my chin, letting his thumb pull down my lower lip. "You have these. You have beautiful eyes and every year, your body becomes more luscious. Just because you're my little sister doesn't mean I'm blind. Amerlee has been the most sought-after priestess for a while. Her crimson hair and pouty lips are legendary, but you? You're going to be just as pretty, Nariana. The only thing you're missing is the belief that it's true."
"Eladehl said I'm one of the prettiest girls in class," I admitted.
"When the best-looking boy says that, it means you can believe it." He shifted his hand to caress the top of my head. "And there aren't a lot of priestesses who will do double penetration. Even fewer who will do more than two. That doesn't mean there aren't requests for it."
"So you think that's what I should do?"
He shook his head. "I think you deserve to have all the information so you can make the decision that's right for you."
"And what if I can't decide?" I asked.
"Zeal will know, little sister. I mean, you can always pray to him now for a little guidance, but when it comes to Choosing, he always gets it right. Every single time. Even the people who disagree often come back to the Path he named for them."
"Oh."
He moved his hand to cover mine. "And thank you for trusting me enough to talk about this."
"So, it's... ok?"
"It's perfectly fine," he promised. "There is no rule at all that says you have to cycle through your lovers one after the other. If you all agree, then there's no reason you can't enjoy it. Just don't forget that there's a whole lot more to life than touching boys, ok? There's also a lot of things about boys that are nice and don't involve kissing them. Like talking, or doing things together. That, my little sister, is how relationships are made, and those are what make us families."
"Like you and Amerlee?"
