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“It sounds perfect.”
He guides me back to his bedroom and starts stripping down as soon as he closes the door. I watch him out of the corner of my eye as he grabs the back of his collar and lifts the shirt over his head. I’ve always been mesmerized watching him do that, but now,all lean muscles and colorful ink, it’s even more fun to watch.
“Keep looking at me like that, and the only thing on the lunch menu is going to be you.” His eyes almost look golden in the light streaming through his bedroom window. He looks at me as I watch him unbutton his jeans and push them down his long legs. He has a tattoo on his thigh that I somehow missed in the past week.
“I love all your new tattoos,” I say sincerely.
“Just the new ones?” He winks.
“All of them.” I roll my eyes. “But I want to see the new ones up close.”
“We’ll take you on a tattoo tour tonight, then.”
“I’m down.”
“Do you have any new tattoos? New piercings?” he asks, watching me change now.
“Nope. Just the one you know about.” I have a little infinity design on my foot broken into four parts. I had it put on in college. One part for each of my guys. “I wanted to get one for my parents, but Tripp wouldn’t let me. He said they look too trashy. He actually wanted to get the one I do have lasered off.”
“Fuck him,” Nolan scoffs. “He’s such a pretentious asshole. I never liked him. I wish I would have been honest about that. It might have saved you.”
I walk over to him and grab his hands. “There is literally nothing you could have done to change the outcome of my life. I made my choices, right or wrong, but all the blame rests squarely on my shoulders.”
“None of the blame rests with you.” He all but growls the words. “You didn’t choose, nor did you deserve, what happened to you.”
I can only manage to nod my head. I don’t agree, but I don’t want to fight or talk about this when we’ve had such a fun day so far.
“I was told there would be hot chocolate,” I say as I pull one of his hoodies over my head.
“Subject change, eh?” He looks at me with an inscrutable expression on his face. “I’ll allow it this time.”
The next thing I know, I’m being slung over his shoulder in a fireman’s carry down the hall. He sets me down on the counter and starts preparing everything for the hot chocolate. We’re talking about what movies to watch when Sawyer joins us. We take our hot chocolate and leftover pizza to the media room.
Nolan picks a movie and starts it. We settle back to watch, me nestled between the two of them. Throughout the film, the guys take turns caressing me in different places, holding my hand or pulling me over to cuddle for a while. They seem to have no problem sharing me.
As the credits start to roll, Nolan looks over at me and then Sawyer. “Did you know Livvy was wondering if we ever shared women?”
“Not at all what I asked.” Pink stings my cheeks.
“Oh yeah? She seemed curious with me, too.”
“I was thinking we should show her how we like it.”
“Definitely show her how we’ve grown.”
“Exactly.” Nolan points at Sawyer. “Our skills have definitely improved.”
They advance like predators. Part of me wants to run.Who am I?All the times Tripp called me a whore or a slut for wearing something without his approval or smiling too long at another man come rushing back to me. As his words begin rolling on their endless loop inside my brain, I decide I have two options. To give in, hide myself away, and let him win. Or, I can take what I want like I used to. I can begin to live life on my terms again, starting with the men who would do anything for me.
“What do you think, Liv?” Sawyer asks.
I swallow. “What did you have in mind?”
12
OLIVIA
Nolan and Sawyer’seyes burn a hole through me as the atmosphere in the room turns electric. I lift my arms as Sawyer pulls my shirt up and over my head. My nipples harden under the guys’ heated glances. He slides his thumbs into the waistband of my panties and pushes them down my hips along with my pants.
