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“I don’t have feelings. It’s just fantastic sex.”
He comes rushing towards me, “Then explain this Stella.”
Pulling me into his arms, his lips crash against mine.
I try to pull away, I try but I can’t. My head keeps telling me to stop this kiss. I put my hands on his chest to push him away, but ended up with my hands in his hair. He moans and I lose all control. I’m his again to do with as he pleases. My heart races, my body again betrays my mind. I feel his tongue go from the top of my earlobe to the bottom. He whispers, “Explain it, Stella.”
“I can’t.”
“Be mine, Stella. I don’t want anyone else inside you.”
“I’m not sleeping with anyone else, Jamie. I can’t give you more than this.”
“I’m going to ask again. You’re going to say yes. Maybe not today, but you will.”
“Goodbye Jamie.”
“Stella, tomorrow?”
“I’ll be here.”
I nearly ran to the elevator, where I could finally breathe.
Six
CHAPTER 6
To: Paul… I need to talk. When do you have time?
From: Paul…You know I can always make time for you. I have two hours before my first appointment of the day. Do you want to come now?
To: Paul…On my way. Thank you.
From: Paul…Anytime. See you soon.
I decided against taking a cab to Paul’s office. Instead, I go for a run, hoping against hope that it will clear my head. It doesn’t. The entire time I’m running, all I can think about is Jamie. His mouth, his eyes, his hands all over me. The way I feel when he kisses me. Why did I let him kiss me? Hell, I spent the night with him. How can something feel so wrong and so right at the same time?
Entering Paul’s office, I feel nervous. Why do I feel nervous? I’m just talking to a friend. A friend who knows everything there is to know about me. There are no secrets between us. He always tells me exactly what he thinks. I know he won’t BS me and is not afraid to hurt my feelings. I’m slightly afraid of what he might say. I know that he’s friends with Jamie too, but there is nobody else that can help me work this out.
I walk down the long hallway to his office. I’ve been here many times, so his receptionist just nods at me. I knock and Paul answers and pulls me into a hug and kisses my cheek. Dr. Paul is handsome as can be, but there’s been nothing between us. His dark hair and brooding dark eyes definitely make the ladies fall at his feet. I definitely got the draw. A super sexy, mega successful, rich doctor. He releases me and we sit on the couch. He’s not my therapist, he’s just one of my best friends that’s a therapist and willing to listen to me and give friendly advice.
“What’s wrong, Stella?”
Tears ran down my face. Wow. That escalated quickly, “I met someone.”
“Jamie? Alexander’s brother?”
“You know? Did he say something? Oh my God. Does everyone know?”
“They do if they saw him staring at you during dinner the other night. It was hard not to notice. It was very intense.”
“It wasn’t just staring.”
“You had sex?”
“Yes. It gets worse.”
“How so?”
