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“I need you inside of me. I can’t get enough of you either, Jamie, please.”
“Stella, do you want this? Tell me you want this.”
Licking my lips I say, “Yes, I want this. I want you.”
“Ok, then you need to followmy rules. Do you understand?”
I nod.
“Keep your eyes open while you come. I want to watch you. I need to see you.”
I moan. Why are his words so arousing to me?
He climbs on top of me and slides into me. Resting his weight on his elbows, he thrusts into me slowly. He grabs my face on both sides and stares into my eyes, “Stella, you feel so good.”
His thrusts become faster as he continues to look into my eyes. It feels so intimate and makes my heart rate accelerate. Reaching his hand up he pinches my nipple hard.
A loud moan escaped from my mouth, and I felt it. That familiar feeling in my stomach, the clenching of my muscles, I closed my eyes.
“No Stella,” he stops, “Open your eyes.”
Instantly, I open my eyes and he moves again. He feels amazing. There are no words to describe what I’m feeling. I lose control as my orgasm consumes me. I grabbed his hair as I stared into his eyes. This is all so very intense. Staring into his eyes increases the intimacy ten fold.
“Jamie…Yes…Oh…my…God!”
My orgasm seems to tip him over the edge and he returns the favor. He keeps his eyes open and stares at me as he explodes inside of me. He doesn’t immediately remove himself from inside of me, “God, you’re so fucking beautiful, Stella.”
I turn away from his stare.
“Does that make you uncomfortable?”
“Yes.”
“Why? Surely, men must tell you how beautiful you are all the time.”
“No.”
“What? How?”
“Men rarely look at me like you do.”
“How do I look at you?”
“As if I’m the only woman that exists. It’s powerful yet terrifying.”
“You are the only woman that exists. I’m in love with you, Stella. Please don’t run. You don’t have to feel the same. My world begins and ends with you. That’s why I look at you the way I do.”
“Jamie, I wish you hadn’t said that.”
He pulled out of me, laying beside me. He pulls me into him, “Please, don’t run. I need you. I’ll take whatever I can get. Running will not undo my feelings for you.”
“It’s my rule.”
“Fuck your rules.”
He kisses me, hard, as if he’s terrified that this might be the last time he tastes my mouth. He kissed me. He stayed the night. He said he’s in love with me. Can I really just throw all of my rules away for this one man? The rules protect me. If I let them all go, I’m so vulnerable. Can I just walk away from him? I am not sure I can. I’m not in love with him. I will not fall in love with him. I’m so addicted to him. The way he tastes, the way he touches me, the way he stares at me, the way he makes me feel. It’s like he’s a drug that I can’t get enough of. I just need one more hit. Then one more after that. It never ends. He is myaddiction.
Staring at me, he says, “What’s going through your head? Are you getting ready to make me leave? Please don’t make me leave.”
