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I chuckle at the sleepy kitten expression before dropping down and claiming her lips with mine. I’m sure my face is covered in her cum and there’s no way she can’t taste herself on my lips, but it doesn’t stop her from kissing me back. We fall into each other, into the moment. She opened herself up to me tonight, she trusted me, and it means a fuck of a lot. With every step that this girl takes in my direction, letting me in and lowering her walls, I fall more for her.
I pull away from her, both of us breathless and euphoric. I’m still horny as fuck but I’m not asking her for anything in return. I would love nothing more than for her to wrap her pouty lips around my cock, but the exhausted expression on her face tells me that won’t be happening. Forcing down a sigh, I quickly stand so I can shut the bedroom door.
Ella lets out a small whimper followed by a sniffle. The door clicks closed and I quickly turn back to her, confused.
“What’s wrong, baby girl?” I murmur, sitting down on the edge of the bed.
“I uh, I thought you were leaving,” she whispers, sounding vulnerable and almost scared.
“I’m not going anywhere except to take a piss,” I joke, trying to bring her happy sated smile back. She forces a small laugh but it’s fake and I know jokes won’t calm whatever is happening inside of her right now. “I’ll be right back,” I murmur.
I rush through pissing and washing my hands and face before filling up the glass next to the tap with water for her. Returning to the bedroom, I find her tucked under the blankets, still naked but curled up, her face buried in the pillow. I set the glass down on her end table and pull my sweats off before climbing into bed next to her in my boxers.
She doesn’t move or look at me so I gather her into my arms, shifting her so that her head is on my chest. She immediately crumbles. Tears cascade down her pink cheeks and she squeezes her eyes closed like she’s trying to hide her emotions. I don’t bother asking what’s wrong because I already know. Now that she’s coming down from the high of multiple orgasms, she’s feeling the hurt from Nyx’s betrayal.
She may not be with him, she may not even realize he’s basically in love with her, but she still cares for him and I’m sure seeing him with that random bitch was like a punch to the gut. I run my fingers through her long, silky hair, brushing it away from her tear-stained and sweaty face. She curls deeper into my side, burying her face into my chest.
“I know, baby. I’m so sorry you had to see that. Nyx is a fucking idiot. I’m not going to defend him for his dumb fucking decisions but just know that he does care about you, Ella. We all do. But Nyx….he’s—” I sigh and trail off.
“A fucking idiot?” she half-heartedly jokes in between her sniffles and tears.
I bark out a laugh at her bluntness. “Yeah baby girl, he’s definitely an idiot. Fuck, if he knew what your pussy tasted like, he’d never want another one again either.”
She giggles softly but doesn’t say anything else. I continue to play with her hair, my other hand coming up to gently stroke her hip.
“I can kick his ass for you if you want. I have no doubt you could take him but it would make me happy as fuck to defend your honor” I say with a deep chuckle. I feel her smile against my skin and it makes something inside of my chest squeeze. Her tears begin to slow and her breathing eventually evens out.
“Thank you Maddox, for everything, for being here for me. It means so much,” she whispers in a raspy voice.
Her words further tighten the band around my heart. Fuck, this fucking girl. She has no idea the lengths I’d go for her. I lean down, pressing my lips against her forehead before whispering, “There’s nowhere else I’d rather be cosita preciosa. Tu eres mi mundo.”
The sound of her even, soft breathing tells me that she probably didn't even hear what I said, but it doesn't matter. I've never spoken truer words in my entire life and I make a silent promise to her right then to make sure that she understands and feels the full weight of them every single day.
As we lay there, wrapped in each other, I can't help but feel more comfortable and content than I ever have before. This isn't the first time we've slept together but it's the first time we've been together like this. Gage or I crawl into her bed every single night that we've been home since she came to stay with us. Usually, she's just passed out solid from her pain pills and most of the time, we leave before she's awake. I think neither of us can stand the thought of her being alone.
Well, that's what I thought. Now, I'm realizing it has more to do with the fact that neither of us can stand being withouther, even when we sleep. That's something completely new to me. All of this is. I haven't been in a relationship since Allie in High School and the weight and pain from her betrayal broke something so deep inside of me, that I vowed to never trust another female again. To never be vulnerable or stupid enough to allow a woman in the way I did with her.
Over time, pushing women away became easier, especially in my elevated position in the Diablos. Using them for my pleasure whenever I wanted, tossing them aside afterward has been easy. I know it's a dick move but when they continued to come to me, begging for my cock, my feelings of guilt just somehow disappeared eventually.
It wasn't until meeting Ella that things started to change for me. I still have a long way to go before I'll be able to let someone in and trust them implicitly the way I did with Allie. But the way that Isabella showed that trust in me tonight, opened herself up to me despite how terrified she was to let me see her scars, fuck, it was everything.
Just thinking of her scars is enough to have me halfway to a blackout. Who and the fuck would do that to her? Was it her piece of shit ex? There is no way that they were self-inflicted. Their location, the severity of them...No. Someone did that to her. The question is, who? Does she not remember? Is it from her childhood, from the time of her life that's missing? I don't know but I will find out and when I do, the fuckers will pay.
Mark my fucking words. Death will be a sweet relief for the hell that I will reign down on whoever dared put their hands on my woman.
Nyxon
"Motherfucker!"Isnarl,standingabruptly and knocking whatever and the fuck this bitches name is onto the floor. Naked and sprawled out, she stares at me with wide, ugly brown eyes. Eyes that arenothinglike the woman I actually fucking want.
I Fall Apart-Post Malone
"What the hell?" she screeches, her voice like nails on a damn chalkboard. It grates on my nerves and makes me want to punch a hole in the wall. That actually sounds like a good fucking idea. Another moan filters in from down the hall and I have to physically restrain myself from flipping the couch over.
"Get the fuck out,"I hiss. My fists clench at my side and the slut notices. She scrambles backward in an attempt to escape and it dawns on me that she probably thinks I'm going to hit her. Stepping away, I turn my back on her and attempt to breathe deeply. I would never,never, hit a woman, but fuck, the sounds coming from Isabella's bedroom right now, have me ready to go on a killing spree.
When I hear nothing from behind me, no sounds of the woman getting up or leaving, I spin around and find her still on the ground, staring at me. Except now, she looks pissed. I don't give a fuck how she feels. I just need her out,now.
"Get the fuck out, right now," I growl, doing everything I can to not yell and alert the whole fucking house about my massive fuck up.
