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“I’ve been in love with you since the first moment I saw you standing on my porch, but you were so bright and bubbly, and I didn’t think that you would want a grumpy loner like me. Then I found out how badly you want kids and a family, and that’s the one thing that I can’t give you.”

“What do you mean?” she asks.

“I… fuck,” I growl in frustration. I’ve never said the words out loud to anyone, but I know I have to get this out. “The bull riding accident,” I grit out. “It didn’t just fuck up my appearance. It made me infertile, Gwen. I can’t give you kids.”

“You never told me that,” she whispers. I swallow hard.

“I didn’t want to make you choose between being with me and achieving your dreams.”

This could be it. She could choose to have kids and walk out the door. I hold my breath, waiting to see which way this is about to go.

“Why didn’t you ever tell me that?” she asks more forcefully. Angrily, even.

“I was scared,” I admit. “If you weren’t that serious about us, then talking about kids would just scare you off.”

“You didn’t even give me the option to choose you,” she murmurs. Am I making it up? Did she really just say she would choose me? “And there are other ways to fill our lives with kids, you stubborn freaking cowboy!” she huffs out. I’m still too shocked to respond. “Adoption, fostering, being the best aunt and uncle to our nieces and nephews. God, if you had just talked to me, you’d know I’ve been obsessed with you for months. It ripped my heart out, thinking you only wanted me for sex.”

“God, no, Gwen. Baby, no,” I choke out, closing the distance between us. “I want everything with you, but I don’t want to be selfish. I can’t. Not with you.”

I cup the side of her face, tilting her head up so we’re eye to eye.

“Why didn’t you tell me that you loved me earlier?” she whispers. I can feel her breath tickling my skin, and I need to taste it.

“I didn’t want you to reject me,” I say instead of throwing her over my shoulder and carrying her to my bed.

“I wouldn’t have,” she insists. “I would have…”

“You would have what?” I ask. She swallows hard.

“I would have told you that I love you too.”

My knees feel weak and I close my eyes. When I open them, she’s still standing there, and I know that this isn’t a dream.

I slip my hands around her hips, pulling her closer. “Say it again,” I beg. Gwen blinks back tears.

“I love you, Remy. I have since the start of the summer.”

I know that there’s a lot more for us to figure out, but I can’t wait another second to do this.

I press her against me and seal her mouth with mine.

Our lips meet, softly at first, gently tasting and teasing one another. Then Gwen rolls her hips and presses her belly into my erection, moaning into my mouth. My hands wander down her curves and grip her ass, pressing her closer to me. She grabs my shoulders as I lift her up and carry her back to the bedroom.

Setting my precious girl down, I make quick work of our clothes, pawing at her, needing to get her beneath me as quickly as possible. Gwen giggles when I push her naked body down on the bed, then moans as I climb on top of her to continue sipping at her addicting lips.

“Need something from me, baby?” I ask, dipping my fingers into her warm, wet slit and rubbing her clit lazily.

Gwen gasps and presses her pussy further into my hand. “I need you, please, Remy; I need you inside me.”

“Fuck,” I grunt, gripping her thighs and spreading her wide open for me.

I drag my cock through her glistening folds, collecting her juices and stimulating her clit until she’s shaking underneath me. Her breath hitches and she scratches down my arms, making me growl and thrust inside her in one hard stroke.

“Remy!” she cries out, burying her head in my chest as her pussy flutters around me. “Oh God, I’m so close already,” she whimpers, clenching her inner muscles around my aching cock.

I set a fast pace, rutting into her and giving her what she needs. Gwen’s breath becomes faster and more erratic as her belly clenches and contracts. She whimpers and moans in shallow breaths, spurring me on. I work harder than I ever have at anything to keep her riding that razor’s edge between pure blissful denial and the slight snap of my hips that will send her spilling into the other side.

Her noises become desperate, sounding almost pained as I keep denying her the release her body craves. Gwen tilts her head back and arches off the mattress, digging her heels into my ass and clinging to me as I pound into her tight little pussy.

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