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Raising my brow at her, I tried to hide my smile. “I’m looking at you. There’s no harm in that.” She was still adorable, one of the things that had made me fall hard for her back in the day. Though I still found it cute, I knew this type of cuteness wouldn’t cut it for me. My heart was closed. Out of order where she was concerned.

“You’re looking like you’re going to devour me, Grey. I need to weigh it out…”

She was right; I was going to devour her until my cock couldn’t hold off anymore. At the same time, I wanted to hear her beg for me. I wanted to hear it in her voice; that distinct sound of desperation, that sharp gasp of need that would get my cock so hard veins would start popping out of it.

“Do you want me to go?” I wasn’t going anywhere, not until I had my fill of her… in and out of her. I wanted to see if she was going to accept me. All the signs were there, evident in her body and eyes. I had been her first lover, and I knew it too well. The idea of her fucking Liam while she was wearing my shirt… She was going to get punished for that. My cock would thoroughly love lashing into her, too.

Her lip quivered as I saw hesitation in her eyes. When she opened her mouth, for some reason I knew what she was going to say next, and I didn’t want to hear any of it, so I dove in and kissed her. When I did, things became blurry. Her hands were everywhere on me while mine squeezed and cupped whatever they could get a hold of.

I was consumed by this insatiable feeling of hunger, of this constant fire that kept burning bigger and brighter whenever she was around. Hearing her moan my name made me feel like the old Greyson again. Not the married man or the angry monster within me. I was simply a guy, captivated by this beauty that I’d been willing to move Heaven and Earth for just to have her underneath me, looking undeniably perfect as she writhed her hips to meet my cock, knowing that such perfection could only exist in this moment, flawlessly captured by our souls interlacing as one.

This was why I couldn’t stay away. Olivia made sex into something more than just two bodies uniting for a great orgasm. It was somewhat similar to what a high of using cocaine could give me, only it was ten times better.

She was about to take her shirt off when I stopped her after I took mine off. “Leave it,” I said as I got up and slowly unbuckled my pants, pushing them down to my knees as I gripped the base of my cock, groaning at the relief I felt. “Come here, kneel before me and worship my cock.”

Olivia didn’t hesitate and did as she was told, pleasing me to no end as she knelt before me with her mouth open, sticking her tongue out before I shoved the tip of my dick into it. A satisfying grumble came out of my chest as I watched her. Inch by inch she slowly worked on it, sucking me deeper, moaning as she did so, causing amazing vibrations that made my cock release some juices. Her reward for an excellent job well done.

I was tempted to grip her head and thrust my hips towards her mouth, but I didn’t want to scare her. However, when I opened my eyes and found her other hand was right in between her legs, pleasing herself, something in me broke. An image of her doing this exact same thing to Liam while he taught her how to do it right—because I was sure as fuck that it hadn’t beenmewho had showed her this kind of raunchiness.

“You like sucking cocks, don’t you, Olivia?” I wanted to level my voice, yet my anger was completely obvious. She paused before I pulled her off my dick, abruptly shifting her onto her stomach and giving her tight ass a hard smack that made my hand tingle. She yelped at the brash impact. Her pussy was exposed to me at this angle, glistening with slick wetness, ready to be fucked and unloaded into.

“You’re a good whore.” I hissed as I got between her legs, my left hand spreading her ass cheek as the other pulled on her hair. Licking her ear, I heaved heavily as I tried to vanquish the images of her sucking Liam off. “How often did you let him fuck you,my once sweet, little virgin?”

“No. I’m not going to fall in this trap,” she groaned back, pushing back onto my cock, but I shifted to the side so it wouldn’t enter her hot hole.

My cock was about to explode, so was my temper. I wasn’t sure which one was going to erupt first. Needing a reminder of why I wanted her to begin with, I slipped my cock in between her legs, caressing it slowly against her clit just enough to wet my length before I grabbed the base of my cock and slapped it on her other hole.

Rubbing my shaft on it, I pulled her hair harder as her body curved backward, giving me more access to her neck, to her lips, to her face. “I can keep up this sweet torture some more… or I can pleasure you.Just answer the question! It’s. That. Simple.”

She cursed before responding to me. “As often as he wanted—every day. It depends.”

Every day.Good… keep my hate flowing, my mind insisted, fueling more of my rage. “Did he make you come?”

“Yes…”

I grimaced, feeling like she had punched me in the gut, but I was on a roll, my curiosity had gotten the best of me. “Every single time?”

She took a second to respond, saying, “Yes.”

It was a man thing. Call in insecurity, ego or what of it, but sex was something we prided ourselves on. And if Olivia enjoyed sex that much with Liam, it made me wonder how she thought about things with me since she had another guy to compare it to. I was all for women who were open about their sexuality. Heck, I’d encouraged it to everyone I had dated, even Edith. However, there was just something about Olivia fucking another man that didn’t sit well with me. The only thing I could pin it down to was the fact that she had been a virgin before and I had worshipped her even more after knowing that. Maybe that’s what it was—my opinion was already formed and making a new one was difficult to get around to. Because, at this moment, even though my cock was hurting like a mother fucker, I couldn’t seem to stick it in her pussy.

Staring down at it, I could see her tight hole contract, waiting for me to slide it home into her moist channel, however I didn’t have the energy to even do just that. Slowly letting go of her, I pulled away, situating myself on the edge of the bed, staring at the carpet, wondering where the fuck my head was at.

“Grey?” she questioned, sounding confused.

Good, that makes two of us, I thought twistedly as I reached into my pocket to get a pack of cigarettes I had for emergencies—this was one of those.

Zipping my pants up, I decided not to speak as I strolled towards her balcony and sat on one of the chairs, staring into the sky as I lit up my cig. I took a long draw, throwing my head back as I released the smoke, closing my eyes while I tried to calm down.

How the fuck was this going to work if I couldn’t fuck her without thinking about her ex fucking her after me? How the hell did I talk about her dating men as she fucked me secretly when all I could really think about was chopping all their dicks off if they dared touch her? Yeah, I was in a whole load of fucked up shit.

“Grey?” I heard her behind me, but I didn’t look back.

I wasn’t sure why. I just knew I couldn’t at the time. I hated her so much I felt like I could explode with it. My emotions were confusing me. One moment, I wanted her to hurt as I punished her until she cried, and then there was that part of me that couldn’t seem to help but kiss her until I was out of breath. Kissing her was too much. Maybe if I stopped it I would become less attached to her being with other guys. Nothing could reverse it. It happened. So best I fucking come to terms with it.

“Did I do something wrong?” She surprised me by circling her arms around my neck before lifting my chin. She came down to kiss my lips. “I need to feel you inside me, Grey…” she whispered as her hands travelled further into my pants, sliding inside them before reaching out to give my cock a hard squeeze. “Can I taste you? I want to know how you taste on my tongue.”

Fuck. She was saying the right things and I wanted it, too. The more she talked dirty, the harder I became—and the jealousy was becoming harder to tamper down.

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