Page 155 of Hunger


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“What exactly do you think I’d need?”

“Not me. I’m not a normal man. I don’t feel things the way other men do. Or at least I didn’t until you came along.”

“Well, I’m sorry to be so inconvenient.” I shake my head in irritation. “You’ve said your peace. Has this little therapy session helped you to move on?”

“No. It hasn’t. And I didn’t come here just to talk. I don’t believe that will be enough to cure either of us.”

I frown at him, my hands tightening into fists. “What is that supposed to mean?”

“I told you, Indie. I need to get you out of my system.Thoroughly. What’s more, I want you to get me out of yours.”

I feel blood seeping from me. “What are you saying?”

“I’m saying that I want you to let me fuck whatever this thing is out of us.”

“What?!”

“I don’t repeat myself for many people. You’re one of the few. So let me make it clear,” he growls. “I want to offer you my body to use until you no longer suffer the ache we both feel. I want you to let me fuck you, over and over, until I can make it through the day without my mind wandering back to you. Until you no longer feel the hurt I left you with.”

“You’re out of your mind,” I utter breathlessly, making his face harden, as does mine.

But in reality, outrage is not the only thing I feel, for the second he said “let me fuck you”, my body lit up in tingling warmth, my pussy pulsating, opening up, wetness pooling in the gusset of my panties.

“You know what I can do to you, Indigo. That night we had was just a very very mild taste of the pleasure I can give you.”

“Well, I hate to deflate your ever-expanding ego, but I have several battery-operated devices that can do just as good a job as you… without the emotional torment afterwards.”

He encroaches another step, forcing me to take a pace backwards.

“They can give you relief,” he snarls. “Ican fuck you so well that you remember the feel of our bodies against each other for the rest of your life. That just the thought of us fucking will give you enough material to—”

“Stop,” I respond swiftly. “I mean, I hate to burst your little bubble whereby you get to just fuck me as you please and leave again to be with other women, but I’m a demi-sexual. I can’t have sex unless I feel a connection with someone, feel safe.”

“I know what a demi-sexual is.”

“Good, because I felt safe with you back on the island, but right now, all I’m feeling is like I want to throw you out and never see you again, so joke’s on you. I’m not participating in your self-serving little fantasy.”

The gap between us closes to little more than a foot, forcing me to crank my neck back to look up at him.

“You felt safe with me… on the island?”

“Yeah, well, that feeling has well and truly passed.”

He shakes his head slowly. “First of all, I’m not sure that’s true. I don't believe you felt fear when you let me in here.”

I would call him an asshole, but he’s right. I felt a lot of things. Fear isn’t one of them.

“And second of all, I wouldn’t be with other women.Not one. And you certainly wouldn’t be with other men.Not one. You’d use my body for as long as you needed it. My cock would be your plaything, Indigo. You could touch it. Suck on it. Climb onto it and ride it. Or kindly request that I fuck you with it. In the hole of your choosing.”

Holy fuck…

Literally.

“As fast or slow as you wanted. With whatever props that would please you. You would be safe to try out the things you’ve always wanted to but never dared ask the incompetent fools you’ve been with…”

Shit…

“My body would be reserved for you. No one else would be allowed to touch it. Just as that greedy wet pussy of yours would be reserved for me.And. Me. Alone.”

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