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“We’re good for each other. I promise.”
Her blue eyes stare into my dark ones. In a flash, all the pain from the past, the struggles between us evaporates and it’s just us, here and now. The woman I love more than my own life is offering her love to me. I can’t say no. I can’t even fathom saying no.
“You’re sure?” I ask as need and desire claw at my insides.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything. I want to be yours, Jimmy.”
“You always have been.” I claim her lips.
She’s mine at last.
Chapter Thirty-four
LILAH
He crushes his lips to mine, lust and desire emanating from his kiss. His tongue slides against the seam of my lips and I open for him, truly tasting him for the first time in forever. He groans as our tongues meet, and he pulls me into him. My nipples peak against the bare skin of his chest.
He pulls away for a moment and brushes the strands of loose hair off my face. “God, I missed this, missed you.”
He runs his tongue from the base of my neck to my earlobe. My eyes drift closed, and my head falls back as the coarseness of his short beard brushes against my skin in opposition to the soft caress of his tongue and lips as he travels to my other ear.
“Lilah, you’re everything to me. Do you know how hard it’s been to watch you swim in this every day?” His thumb brushes over the peak of my nipple through my swimsuit, and a bolt of electricity zings from my breasts to my center. “Every time I see you out here, I want to strip this damn suit off you, lay you out on one of the loungers, and feast on you for days.”
He tugs on my nipple. Without warning, he pulls back and slips both straps of my bikini top down my arms, so it hangs underneath my breasts, exposing me to him.
Jimmy examines me with pent-up lust, my skin sizzles from his gaze. The warm rays of the sun heat my skin, reminding me that we’re out on his deck, but before I can say anything, he kneads my breasts and sucks on a nipple. My hand pushes into his dark hair, the curls at the end spilling out around my fingers.
He tugs on my nipple with his teeth before sucking on it and swirling his tongue over the rigid tip. My fist tightens in his hair and he squeezes my other breast, rolling the nipple between his thumb and forefinger.
Was it always this good? This on the edge of orgasm the entire time?
I moan when his hand drifts down my stomach and dips into the front of my swimsuit. We need to move inside before we’re screwing for all to see. His finger coasts over my swollen nub.
“Jimmy, we need to take this inside.” I pant. There’s no conviction in my words. I’d let him have his way with me right here if he refused.
But my words clearly cut through the fog of his desire, because he straightens out, taking a second to eat up my body with his eyes while he squeezes his straining length in his swim trunks. “You’re right. What I plan on doing to you, no one should see.”
I giggle. The promise of his words makes my womb ache, and all I can think of is him inside me.
Without warning, he picks me up and puts me over his shoulder.
“Ah! Jimmy!” I laugh, holding onto the fabric of his shorts.
“What can I say, you bring out the caveman in me.” He closes the sliding glass door and heads across the living room to the hallway that leads to the bedroom.
Once we reach the master, he slowly slides me down the length of him until my feet touch the floor. I meet his gaze and gone is the lighthearted mood from moments ago. The lust from the deck releases in the solitude of his room.
His knuckles brush along my cheek and his eyes lock with mine. All the love seeping from him to me drowns me. It’s us, Jimmy and Lilah, but at the same time, it’s not.
Neither of us has to verbalize the words that we’re about to have a first. A first at true intimacy with one another.
I’ve never made love with anyone. Never wanted to. Until now.
Fear tries to poke holes in my happiness, and the itchy feeling on my skin I so often associated with the need to numb myself commences.
No.
I won’t let it win.
