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“IthoughtI did, at least,” I told her, wanting to wipe her face clean and paint the happiness back into her eyes. Because the truth was, looking back on what I had with Bree, I couldn’t be sure if it really had been love, or if it was just the idea that I had the perfect life. If I had been asked that same question months before, I would have answered with a definitiveyes. But now… well, now I wasn’t so sure.“Like I said, I was young and stupid.”
She cleared her throat and gave her head a tiny shake, her mass of hair creating shiny, golden waves. “So, where does Richard play in all of this?”
A humorless laugh worked its way up my chest. “Well, there’s thereallyfucked-up part of my little story. You see, the reason she always had an excuse to never meet my family, or to avoid being seen with me in public was because she was fucking my brother behind my back.”
Her sharp gasp reverberated off the walls. “Are you kidding me?”
“Wish I was. The shittiest part of all of it, though? Just a week before I caught them together, she told me she was pregnant. There I was, the fucking moron who thought he was going to be a dad when really, it wasn’t even my kid.”
“Oh, my God, Rowan. I can’t believe… that’s just… oh, myGod! What did he have to say about it?”
“Wouldn’t know,” I answered with a shrug, infusing my voice with a casualness I didn’t even come close to feeling. “I took off right after it happened. Packed my shit and hauled ass from Connecticut to New York. Griff and Dex had moved here after college to join the academy, and I crashed with them for a bit before finding my own place. I haven’t spoken to either of them since it all went down.”
“Holy shit,” she said on a sigh, coming off her stool and walking in my direction. “I just can’t believe that. Your ownbrother. That’s so…” Her face twisted in anger as her small hands pressed against my stomach. And instantly, with just one touch from her, my entire body went off like a live wire. “I’m so sorry,” she whispered as she looked up at me, genuine sympathy staring back at me. “I never had any siblings, not until Carson. But he’s not blood, you know? But I always wished for one. And I can’t imagine ever hurting them the way Richard hurt you.”
She completely undid me. I couldn’t help myself; leaning down, I took her mouth with mine in a slow, languid kiss that had just as much of an impact as the brutal ones we’d shared the night before.
“It’s okay. It was a long time ago.”
“How long has it been since you talked to your brother?”
“Five years.” A look of pain marred her beautiful face and I immediately wanted to console her, switching our places in the blink of an eye. “Hey, it’s okay. I’m okay, Navie. I swear. I’m over it.”
Her eyes focused on my chest, her fingers rubbing soft, lazy circles against my skin. “But that’s your family.” The devastation in her voice sliced at my insides. She’d been raised without a family, and hearing me talk about the rift between me and my brother actuallyhurther.
“Don’t be sad,” I told her, pressing my fingers against her chin so I could see her eyes. Those beautiful, expressive, dark blue eyes were swimming with tears. “Christ, baby, you’re killing me here. Don’t cry for me.”
“I’m not crying,” she said as indignantly as a person could while sniffling back tears. I couldn’t help but to laugh, which got me the smile I’d been craving. Just one smile from her and it felt like winning the lottery.
“So,” she sniffled again and wiped at the wetness she’d just sworn wasn’t in her eyes. “Why is she emailing you again? And what was Richard talking about last night when he said you didn’t know the full story?”
“Well, I can only guess that Bree’s emailing again because she and Richard are getting a divorce. As far as what Richard said…” I gave her a shrug. “Don’t know, don’t care.”
“Messy,” she answered.
“Yep. And I want nothing to do with it.”
Navie took a deep breath in through her nose and let it back out. “I can’t say I blame you. I’m sad for you, but I don’t blame you.”
“Well,” I spoke, a salacious grin spreading across my lips. “We could go back to bed and you could tryreallyhard to make me feel better.”
I moved in for another kiss but her hands on my chest pressed harder, stopping me from my ultimate goal. “Hold on there, playboy. I didn’t agree to that.”
My smile fell. “Yes, you did,” I argued, suddenly feeling rather grumpy. “You said yes. You said we could take it one day at a time. You aren’t switching off on me again, Navie. So help me—”
She giggled that adorable giggle of hers that would have set me on fire if I wasn’t getting mad. “Calm down. I’m notswitching off,” she mocked, voice full of humor. “I just think we need a few ground rules.”
Isodid not like the sound of that. “You’re joking, right?” I asked indignantly.
Her expression grew firm as she stepped back and popped her hands on her hips in the typicaldon’t fuck with mefemale pose. “No, I’mnotjoking. The fact of the matter is I still work for you. If we’re going to do this—”
I interrupted with a growl. “Oh, we’resogonna do this.”
“Then we need to establish some boundaries to keep it from getting…” she waved one tiny hand in a circle while trying to come up with the right word, “…messy. Because this can get very messy, Rowan. You’re aware of that, right? Employee/boss relationships never end well.”
“That’s not true,” I objected, wanting to prove her wrong for the simple fact that I didn’t want her to have any valid reasons to put a stop to whatever it was we were starting.
One of her eyebrows quirked up. “Really? Name one person you know who it’s worked out for.”
