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Of course, she was thin. Her hair is pretty and silky smooth. In every single way she was different to me. Heck, she’s even a successful actress.
But ever since I jumped in the vehicle with Aiden, I’ve felt like the most beautiful woman in the world. He makes me smile and my body burst with excitement just being near him. I’m not afraid of failing when I’m around him and I certainly don’t feel unwanted or undesirable.
Seeing him tremble when I burst in the guest bedroom, watching the way he reacted to seeing me in just a towel… It’s one thing that every part of me has been trying so fucking hard to resist the urges I’ve always had towards men like Aiden… But to see him go red in the face as his eyes lingered dangerously over my chest?
I’m too weak to fight it. I don’t want to wrestle with the pain anymore.
“I want you,” I breathe, slowly moving one foot in front of the other.
I’ve never moved like this before. I’m like a supermodel on the catwalk, prancing across the floorboards with a fake confidence that must have washed over me in the shower.
Aiden’s room is ridiculously clean, and it smells so good. It’s raw and unhinged, the manliness oozing from the dark gray colored walls. The covers on his bed are neat, only crumpled beneath the weight of the bulky man sitting on top.
“Vanessa, you don’t have to do this…” Aiden says as I reach the edge of the bed.
My knees sink into the mattress.
“I want to.”
His Adam’s apple visibly moves as he swallows. Hard. My breasts hang heavy on my chest as I crawl across the bed, trying my damned hardest to act the part despite the butterflies wreaking havoc on my insides.
“Vanessa…”
His voice is deep, but the tone serves a warning that makes my stomach twitch. His darkened stare hits my breasts, and my nipples tighten instantly.
“Vanessa…”
I keep moving, my fingers trailing on the tight denim of his jeans. I crawl a finger up his leg, searching for that bulge that I know is there somewhere. I’ve seen it. No matter how much he tried to hide it, I’ve witnessed the arousal he’s feeling for me.
It’s nice to be wanted, but the narrowing of that thunderous gaze has me questioning whether I’ve just made a huge fucking mistake.
“Princess… Please, wait.” Aiden guides me up so I’m sitting on the heels of my feet.
Princess?
He shuffles forward and instead of trailing up his leg, my fingers are suddenly locked in his. The corner of my eyes sting with the threat of tears. Here we go. Another rejection. The palm of his hand is hot against mine and I can’t help staring at our intertwined hands.
Aiden’s features soften.
“Vanessa… As much as I want this…” He gulps down and closes his eyes. I watch the rough stubble on his jaw shift beneath a tight clench of his teeth. I know he’s fighting back something. I’m just hoping it’s desire of what’s in front of him. “And believe me, I do. I really, really,reallydo.”
My heart gives a nervous jolt as the heat of his breath sears across my nose.
“But if we’re going to do this, then I want to do it right, Princess.” Aiden wriggles his ass so he’s nestled in nice and close. “I want you so bad. But first, you’ll have dinner with me. Then we’ll go for drinks.”
He reaches down and grabs my other hand.
“We’ll laugh and have fun. We’ll get to know each other and fall in love.”
He bunches our hands together in a huddle similar to the ones I’ve seen him do on the ice. I look in his eyes and can’t help but believe every word he says. The strength of his tone, the assurance of such big promises… It shouldn’t feel real.
Yet it does.
“Vanessa, I think you’re beautiful. In fact, I thought it the second you ambushed me in the car earlier. I thought it before I saw you naked. And now…” He blows out his cheeks and I can’t help but stifle a laugh. “Wow. Now you’re just fucking torturing me. But if you really want to do this… Then we do it right.”
The deep chuckle that leaves his chest vibrates my entire body. If my nipples were hard before, they could cut fucking diamonds now. I laugh with him, shaking my head as I look down at my sagging breasts and rolled up belly.
A cold shiver runs the length of my spine. “Oh my god. Did I really just try to seduce you?”
