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The girl is as stubborn as a fucking mule. Her attitude is what got her fucked this morning, and it was hot as fuck as always except for that brief moment when she freaked out. I’ll need to get to the bottom of that. Every time I’m with her it feels like that, like a piece of my soul is fitting itself back in place after all the heartache and pain I’ve been through.
She doesn’t make it easy. She always bitches about how much she doesn’t want it and me, but yet her pussy is always gushing out juices and soaking me up when I finally get to it.She’s still my little liar…
I let out a sigh, already knowing what I have to do soon. I know she’s been pissed all morning, since after I fucked her. You’d think sex would have mellowed her ass out with the amount of times I made her come but no, she still insists on being difficult.
Then again, she was especially pissed when I kept her with me outside to send a statement, and when I kissed her in front of everyone in the hallway to also stake my claim on her. Most girls would have jumped at the opportunity, but of course my girl is pissed as hell.
But, whatever. Everything I did served its purpose if all the gossip and whispers is anything to go by. The only thing left to do is my little display that’s coming soon in the cafeteria, which I know will also piss her the hell off, but it needs to be done.
I know she’ll hate me more and that’s because she doesn’t trust me yet. But I’m not worried because it will happen in time. If all else fails, there’s no reason why I can’t just tie her to my damn bed.
The only thing I truly need in my life is her, and like I said, I always get what I want, even if it means playing dirty. I have a part to play, which is convincing her that I’ve changed and blah blah blah.
This morning she made me lose my shit a little but it wasn’t too bad. She’s seen one side of me but not the real me. The real me will do whatever it takes to make sure she ends up with me. Even if that means kidnapping her. I’m not above fighting dirty to make her mine. You’re probably wondering if this is a game to me and if I really love her.
Yes. The answer is yes. I really do love her. I didn’t want to at first but now that I’ve admitted it to myself, there’s no going back. She’s going to spend the rest of her life with me. Whether she finds out the secret I’m keeping or not, she’ll still be mine.
I don’t want her to see how crazy and obsessed she’s made me yet. But she might sooner rather than later if she keeps testing me.
That’s why I’ve been trying to play this part these days. The part where I’m the guy who apologizes because I know that’s what she wants, what she needs. She wants to hate me but can’t fully. Oh, I know there’s hate there and it’s genuine, but it’s not the all-consuming one I had for her in the beginning and that’s why she’s always mad. Maybe she just needs a day of getting dicked down and then her little ass will calm down. Mm, now there’s a thought.
I spend all morning glued to her side. If looks could kill, I’d have been a goner already. But every time she gives me the death glare, I just smile at her which makes her madder.
Oh well.
I just want her to know that I’ve got her back and I’m going to make sure she takes care of herself. I know when she gets into one of her moods, she goes for all the bad habits she’s begun. I’m trying to stop that as much as possible.
When we finally do get to the cafeteria, we have another mini argument because she wants to eat an apple and nothing else. I need her to eat again so she can become healthy. I still don’t like the way she looks all skinny and bones. And yes, I know it’s my fault in the first place that she’s like this.
We argue the entire time we walk to our table. She moves to go to her old table alone but I pull her to mine. She grumbles all the way there. I put her in her seat and look around the cafeteria.
It looks like the entire senior class is here so it’s time to get the show on the road. I get down on my knees behind her. She’s oblivious because she’s staring down at her food, trying to ignore everyone. She gets a clue that something is happening when the entire place goes deathly silent. She looks around and sees that everyone is staring in our direction before she looks behind her to see me there. I give her a smile, one that I’m hoping will come across as sincere before I begin my speech.
“Baby, you were made for me. I’m so sorry I couldn’t, well, didn’t see it from the beginning. I was so angry, hurt and in so much pain by the passing of my mother that I just lashed out. At the time, you seemed like the perfect target. I’m sorry. After almost losing you, I realize that I fucking love you beyond anything else in this world,” I say. She looks around again at everyone but I don’t have to because I know they’re all staring at us. “I know I’ve done some unforgivable things but you’re the best person I know. I just hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I promise I’ll make it all up to you no matter what it takes. No one will ever hurt you again. I love you, baby,” I say, and she just stares at me like I’ve grown two heads.
I see the various emotions cross her face— anger, confusion, hurt and a few more. She’s probably wondering why I’m doing this, but the fact is, I’m doing it because she needs it.
She’ll never admit it but I know she’s always wanted a public apology in front of everyone. Everything I did to her was public so she needed this to see that I’m being sincere. She wants me to bow in front of her and show them all she’s my queen, even if she doesn’t fully believe that herself.
She’ll probably think this is humiliating for me but in reality, it isn’t. If doing this will help her heal and eventually forgive me, then in the end, I’m the one winning.
Tears run down her face. Shit! I hate to see her cry these days but I know she most likely needs this so that she can sort through her emotions. Before she can say anything, I speak again and raise my voice loud enough so that everyone in here can hear me.
“If anyone messes with my girl from here on out, you’ll have me to deal with. And you all know I don’t fuck around. If there’s even a word being whispered about her, I will destroy each and every one of you who is saying shit.”
No one says a word and I’m guessing they got the memo. They all know not to fuck with me because I have no qualms in destroying anyone who fucks with what’s mine.
“I-I… I don’t know what to say. Your apology can’t take back what’s been done to me,” she whispers before closing her eyes. Her expression is one I can’t quite name but it looks like she’s trying to fight her demons. She’s up and out of her seat, running out of the cafeteria.
I don’t follow her because I know she needs some time to process everything that happened just now. I get up from my spot on the floor and take my seat with the guys.
“Wow!” is the only thing Axel says.
“I didn’t think you had a public apology in you,” Asher says with a stunned grin on his face.
“She deserves it. I’m just trying to make things right with her,” I say.
“I know, man. I hope she forgives you,” Ash says.
