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What am I even thinking?I’m not doing this because I have feelings for Neo. I’m doing it to protect myself and my family. I can’t forget that.
I push myself up, now completely free of the robe. Slow steps lead me behind him as he stares out the window.
My chest cloaks his back and I bring my arms around him. “I’m not leaving.”
In an instant, he spins around with a taut chest and scathing glare. He takes a step into me, then another, but I don’t break contact. I keep moving and so does he. “If you stay, you’re gonna regret it.” His hand reaches out like a claw, and he grabs me by the throat, in a threatening but lax hold.
“Make me regret it then.”
The backs of my legs hit the footboard of his bed and he shoves me down on my back. “Say it again.”
I press myself up on my elbows. “What?”
“What you just said, say it again.”
“Make me regret it?”
“Yeah,” he whispers, his voice coarse and gravelly. “That’s the one.” He shoves me back down, the crease in his forehead depthless and his eyebrows knitted together. “You’re about to.”
Neo shoves his hand to my chest, sinking me into the mattress.“You better hope like hell this isn’t a game, Scar, because if it is, you’ll be the one losing.”
His hand goes right for my inner thigh, fingers pinching deep into my skin.
I drop my head back on the pillow, relaxing into the mattress. “Why’s that, Neo? I thought you liked to play games?”
“I do,” he exhales into the crook of my neck. “But keep in mind…” He bypasses my panties, running his fingers between my folds. “…I always win.”
His calloused knuckles graze the skin of my inner thigh, and I hate that it arouses me.
“I…” I begin, stuttering on my words and losing my train of thought. “I thought I was poison that you refuse to ingest?”
“You are. You’re a drug.” His chin runs along my cheek as his words play softly in my ear. “One I don’t want, but I have to have.” He blows featherlight breaths down my neck and my body breaks out in goosebumps. “Do you want me, Scar?”
I don’t know what I’m saying or what I’m doing. I’m under his spell. Neo calls me a drug, buthe’sthe drug, and I’m afraid, after this, I’ll be addicted. Unable to stop myself. I’ll need more and more because this will never be enough.
“No,” I say honestly, “I don’t want you, either…but I have to have you.”
It’s inevitable. If I don’t have him right fucking now, my body will combust. My insides are on fire. My heart is rattling against my rib cage. Everything tingles and burns with desire.
His eyes beam into mine, making me dizzy. “Once we do this, Scar, there’s no going back.”
Do this?
Oh my god. This is really happening. Neo and I are seconds away from having sex. Reality slaps me hard in the face. I can’t do this. This wasn’t the plan.
The handcuffs. I need the handcuffs.
I’ll just get him a little more comfortable, then I’ll grab them and cuff him to the bed, until he tells me what he knows.
I run my hands down his bare arms, gliding over each muscle. “No going back.”
Goosebumps break out beneath my touch, and it’s a strange revelation, seeing Neo react to another person this way. Let alone, me.
His head lifts, eyes burning into mine while his palms sink into the mattress on either side of me. “If I fuck you, Scar, things will never be the same for you and your boys.”
My boys. Oh my god, Crew and Jagger.
“Get up.” I push his chest, shaking my head. “Get up. Get up. Get up.”
