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“Clearly, I’m fine. But I don’t appreciate you lying to me. Now, if you’ll please leave, I’ll be in the office tomorrow. I can help you then.”
I grab her face between my hands, making her look at me. Her eyes are so blue but even more so now with the red that highlights her eyes.“I’m here because I care about you, amour. I need your help, yes, but I needed to know that you were okay more than anything. I care about—”
My words are cut off as her mouth molds with mine.
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My mind doesn’t even know how to work fully. The only thing it tells my body to do is to keep going. My mind definitely doesn’t tell my mouth to stop. My hands that were holding her face travel to the back of her head and grip her hair tightly. I pull back enough that she follows me and straddles my lap. My cock instantly hardens, seeking the heat of her body that it so desperately claims. Her hands roam my chest, and her nails dig in. I don’t know how long we continue, but when her moan slips past her lips, my mind finally decides to work correctly.
“Stop,” my voice a hoarse plea.“Amour, we have to stop. Please. We can’t.”
She pulls back from me, and the pleasure that was engulfing her is replaced by hurt. Her feelings were destroyed.“It’s because you don’t want me. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that.”
I sigh, shaking my head. I do what I shouldn’t. I give her a soft kiss.“I want you so much. To me, you’re above everyone. You’re it for me. I want this so fucking much, but I know you. You’re going to kill yourself with guilt. We can’t. You’re not mine.”
The tears that had disappeared came back as if they were never gone. I wiped them away as I watched her pain play out on her face. I could hear her heart shattering, and there wasn’t a goddamn thing that I could do about it.
“But I am. I am yours.”
I wanted to believe her so much. I wanted to tell her that, yes, she was mine. She always has been, but I can’t do it. I can’t bring myself to be so selfish as to take her away from what she’s chosen. She can tell me. She can beg me. But there’s one factor that remains. The one factor that will always be in the way until it isn’t.
“Until you tell him goodbye, you’re his.”
Until you tell him goodbye, you’re his.
I would be lying if I said that wasn’t one of the most painful things I have ever said. Audrina is everything to me and everything that I can’t have. She is the woman I want in my life. I want to go to sleep with her and wake up to her. I never thought that I would be the type of man to findthe one. Everything changed the day I walked into Elvira’s kitchen.
“Hey, Prez, you in here?”
Anderson just got here and wanted to talk to him about something. I wasn’t sure, and I didn’t ask. The cop was a decent man. I could tell that he was working with his father, trying to learn the ropes of working with us. But until I was Cowboy’s number two, I didn’t need to know what was going on unless Prez wanted me to.
“Kitchen, Rambo.”
Walking in, I see a woman sitting across from Prez. Her hair is a gorgeous red. When she turns around, my world completely stops. Oh. My. God. Never in my life have I seen someone so radiant. I was surrounded by gorgeous women. Elvira, Ellie, and Bri were all stunning in their own ways, but her? No one will ever compare.
In the blink of an eye, I saw my entire future change.
Clearing my throat, attempting to hide the way her beauty stunted me,“Anderson is here. Wanted to know if you had a moment.”
“Yeah, I’ll be right there.”
“I’ll let him know.”
I couldn’t wait for him to respond. I needed to get out of there. I don’t know her name. I know nothing about her. She could be the devil, and I would be standing right next to her ruling hell.
“Prez is on his way.”
“Thanks, man.”
I nod and head out to my bike. I needed to clear my head. I needed to get this mysterious woman off my mind. But I don’t think I wanted to.
Man, that was so damn long ago. Nothing’s changed. Audrina still haunts my dreams, consumes my every thought, and has complete control over my heart. It isn’t healthy, but it’s what I want.Sheis what I want.
Getting on my bike, I head back to the club. I need to talk to someone about what’s going on in my head. I shouldn’t be so head over heels for her. I know that she isn’t available. It doesn’t matter that the kiss we just shared was, without a doubt, the hottest moment of my life. It doesn’t matter that I wanted to strip her down and worship her like the Goddess that she is. She deserves everything. What she doesn’t deserve is a man that makes her feel guilty about her choices. If I had let her continue, that’s what would have happened. Guilt would eat at her.
