AllFreeNovel
Share Us
I refused to take the light within her and snuff it out all because I am selfish.
She’s worth so much. She’s worth more than I can give her.
Getting back to the club, I seek out my best friend. He’s wild and crazy, but he’s my ride-or-die. People underestimate him all the time. They hear his name, see the way he acts, and think he’s childish. What no one expects is him to be one of the more deadly of all of us.
“Hey man,” I clasp my hand on his shoulder,“can I steal you for a minute?”
“Rambo, I’ve told you, you’re not my type.” he winks at me as Gears and Zombie laugh. No matter what I say to him, that’s Turd’s response.
“I gotta keep tryin’till you tell me what your type actually is.” I raise my eyebrow at him. He’s my best friend, but one thing he’s never divulged is the type of man he is attracted to. Never wanted a wingman and never brought a man home. He was private in that regard. Me, however? I was starting to break, and I needed someone to talk to. He might not like to share, but I do.
“Makes it more fun for me.”
“Yeah, yeah. Seriously, though, can I steal you? Y’all don’t need him, do you?” I look at Zombie and Gears.
“Naw, man. We’s just fucking around.” Zombie tells me in his thick Boston accent.
“Yeah. Imma head out anyways. I got some shit to check up on for Prez.” Gears says as he gets up and starts heading to the door.
“Hold up, man. I’ll walk out with you. Got shit of my own to check up on.” Zombie calls after him.
“Whada ya need?” Turd asks me.
Sitting down next to him, I turn my body so I am facing him more.“I’m in love with Audrina.”
Turd sucks his teeth and turns his head slightly. His eyebrow met his hairline. When he turns back toward me, his tongue is pushed up under his upper lip as he tilts his head slightly and bobs it.
“Wow. That’s. Wow. I’m…. I’m sorry. I can’t keep this up. No fucking shit, you’re in love with Audrina.”
My eyes widen, and I end up leaning back, almost as if he slapped me.“The fuck you mean,no shit?”
“Man, the only one that doesn’t seem to know that you’re in love with Audrina is Audrina. But she’s got her head so far up Clit’s ass. Ow. Fucker!”
He’s rubbing the arm that I just punched.“Don’t fucking talk about her like that!”
“Shit,” he continues to rub the feeling back into his arm,“sorry. Anyways, I know you love her, man. Everyone figured that out, like, immediately.”
I don’t know why I thought that my love for her was a secret. I’m sure my face screams it every time I see her. I can’t help it. She’s…everything. She’s everything. Plain and simple. But what am I going to do? Can I really continue down this path?
“I went to see her today.”
“Dude. Imma stop you for just a second. You came up to me like something was wrong. I need you to get to what that is because your face is currently telling me that something is really wrong. And if you’re taking your sweet-ass time to tell me that Clit did something to her, I’m gonna kick your ass.”
“First of all. If that twat did anything to her, I would put a bullet in him. Second, you’re right. Fuck. This isn’t easy.”
His hand now clasps onto my shoulder. When he gives it a squeeze, he looks into my eyes,“I wouldn’t judge a damn thing you tell me. You’re my bro. I got you. What’s going on? It’s gotta be something big to make you like this. And if I don’t get to murder that piece of shit boyfriend of hers, you gotta make it up to me by giving me the details of whatever,” he waves his hands across the front me,“this is.”
“Audrina kissed me today, and I ended up letting it go on until her moans brought me back to reality, and I stopped it before I fucked her.”
This time, his surprised face is definitely real.
“She kissed you?”
“Yeah.”
“I’m sorry. I’m trying to understand why that’s a problem?”
“Are you fucking serious? She has a boyfriend. It should never have happened.”
