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“Embyrlyn, wait, I don’t want to hurt you —“
And it did hurt, but I didn’t want to wait anymore.
“I’m not as weak as you think I am,” I told him. My voice was strained, certainly, but the pain had all but faded.
When he was finally all the way inside of me, there was a completeness I didn’t understand, something that made me…whole.
Kazu began to move, slowly at first. His lips kissed my jaw, my ear, my pulse. It would be so easy to pretend that this…
But no.
I couldn’t get lost. I couldn’t get carried away. And I loved Dade. This whole thing with Kazu was practical. He was doing me a favor for the mission.
That was it.
Kazu didn’t speak as he picked up the pace, but his eyes pierced through me, taking in every ragged breath, every moan that fell from my lips. I was sure he cataloged the way I gripped him, the way my eyes looked back at him, the way I did anything.
And then I felt it, that familiar little push inside of me. I clenched —
“Gods, Embyrlyn, if you do that…” Kazu squeezed his eyes shut before opening them after a moment.
“Tell me,” I whispered. I didn’t know why, but I needed to hear him say it. “What happens if I do this?” I clenched the muscles to my core again.
He grunted, eyes flashing at me like lightning.
I wanted to see that look on his face, that helpless desire that I was sure reflected in my own gaze.
“I’m going to spend myself so far inside you, my seed won’t come out,” he growled.
His words propelled me further. I was close to a second climax, and I needed it, needed to chase it, needed to feel it again, especially with him inside of me…
“What if…?” I bit my bottom lip. “What if I want that?”
Another flash of lightning in that gaze.
“Don’t talk like that,” he said. “It’s your first time. It’s supposed to be —“
“Romantic? I thought you said that wasn’t a good quality in an Elite squad member.” Who was this girl? How could I talk to him like this?
“Embyrlyn…”
A warning.
Was he…was he as close as I was?
I lifted my head so my lips grazed his ear. “You won’t break me,” I said. “Please, Kazu-sensei.”
“Fuck.”
His grip on me tightened. His pace increased. He rutted inside of me and it hurt. It hurt gloriously, but I chased my pleasure and fell over the cliff.
But this time, I wasn’t going alone. I dragged Kazu with me. And just before he began his own descent, his mouth found that juncture where my neck and my shoulder met and sank his fangs into my flesh.
Kazu
A mistake.
This was a mistake.
