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A real partner, that would share his life. It’s what I’d wanted, though I had my doubts about how capable I was of keeping one. Still, when Noah’s head came up, and he looked me in the eyes, I knew I’d do anything for him.
When he was seated fully, my mind spun. I was his, and he claimed me, right then, his dick inside me, his eyes locked with mine and his thumb rubbing over a spot on my neck. “There’s a good boy. Keep looking at me. I like your eyes on me.”
I knew there was another reason for it, and I suspected he was worried I’d change my mind in the middle, having some panic attack. It was a valid concern, given what all I’d shown him, but I was more at ease than I’d ever felt.
“I’m really okay, Noah. I promise.”
“If you’re ever not, all you have to do is say the word, and I’ll stop. You understand?”
I nodded, kissing him while pulling him down so I could feel his rapid heartbeat against my chest. He moved his hips, I moved mine, and together we rocked while he suckled my neck, telling me how much he’d wanted to be with me all the time I’d been at the ranch, wishing he could feel my lips on his.
God, if I could have stayed in that bed forever, that would have been fine with me. The way it felt, being connected to him that way, feeling him inside me, hearing his subtle, yearning grunts as he sped his thrusts, moving deeper, and I wrapped my legs tightly around him, unwilling to be apart from him even a little.
I kissed him like I was starving, and he was the only food I’d ever consume again. His scent filled my senses, his warmth. Everything about him was sexual to me. The chest hair that was light on his chest didn’t feel that way against me. He bit into my neck a little hard, then apologized, but I simply laughed and asked him to do it again. Yeah, I wanted him to mark me, and we weren’t in some scene where he could leave marks along my body for me to admire later, so that was where it would be. All along my neck…
It made me crazy, having teeth on my neck and I didn’t hold back in my enthusiasm for it, but it didn’t last, as Noah moved back, pulling out of me.
He sat staring at me as I moved, wishing I could plead with him to keep going, but then I saw his eyes. Again, pure steel.
“Noah? Did I do something?”
“Shh. I’m just lookin’ at you.”
I closed my mouth and smiled.
“You are very handsome, Eli. And you have the best ass I’ve had the pleasure of fucking. That’s not a little compliment for me, as I’ve had great lovers. Sorry, I know most of you younger crowd hate that word, but it’s what we used to call each other a long time ago.”
“I don’t hate it. I just haven’t heard it much,” I said honestly. “And… thanks, I guess. But… is something wrong?”
“Not a thing. I just wanted to look at you for a minute. It’s my prerogative.”
I shut my mouth audibly at that time. He was asserting his dominance, but it was in a way I’d never experienced. I turned on my side, bringing my hand to his.
“There are so many things I’ve wanted to say to you, Eli. So many times I wanted to touch you. This… might be soon for us. I don’t want to scare you off, any.”
“I’m not scared of you, Noah. For the first time in my life, I trust a man that I’m in bed with. I mean…”
“I know. I feel the same, but trust is a lot easier to break than… other things. It’s harder to build back up again. I don’t want to break that trust, fucking you right off the bat.”
“It’s not. I’ve been here for weeks, and each and every day, you’ve shown me you’re good, and you’re real! Noah, please, if it’s me, if you don’t trust me, I?”
He put two fingers over my lips to cut off my words. Another soft bit of dominance that made me warm. “I enjoy being the boss, and maybe I don’t do things like others you been with. And, on top of that, I haven’t done… anything like that in a long time. Lost the feel of it after…”
“I understand, and I am in no rush for anything. I thought I was rushing this until it started, and then, I was sure. I’m sure now, Noah,” I blurted after he let his hand fall to the bed.
I moved until I was kneeling in front of him, and he caressed his fingers over my face. “You sure are a beautiful man. I feel lucky as hell having you in my bed.”
“I feel that way too.”
“Alright then! What the hell are we sittin’ here for when I should be fucking you, so you walk bowlegged tomorrow?”
I moved in while I laughed and kissed him, but he pushed me down right after it to move on top of me. He slapped my inner thighs until my legs were spread again and I watched him stroke my cock, slowly, deliberately.
“Gonne make you come later. For now, though, you just lay there and let me enjoy you.”
“Yes… sir.”
Chapter Ten
