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“Ah,” I cry out when my head bounces off the wall. I try to shove him back he captures both wrists in his one, dropping his hold on my neck he lifts my arms above my head and holds them there. Glaring, I lift my knee ready to do damage to his balls but the smooth fucker must anticipate it, and rather than step to the side, he pushes in closer and wedges his own leg between mine and presses it against my pussy. A gasp tears from me as I stare up at him.
“You like throwing hands?” My mouth opens and but no words come out. It’s the lustful look in his eyes that has me lost for words. “Hmm, nothing to say?” he whispers as he leans forward and runs his nose along the column of my neck. Shivers overtake my body. The second his tongue darts out and licks a trail up the side of my neck, my breathing hitches and it takes a lot of fucking self-control to keep in the moan that wants to break free. He sucks the lobe of my ear into his mouth and I’m done for. He presses his leg harder against my pussy and fuck, it feels good. “Look at you, ready to give it up just because I touched you in the right spots.” His words are like a bucket of ice water being tipped on me. He pulls back and ghosts his lips over mine as he stares right into my eyes. “He may look like me but because you are a manipulative bitch, I need to be sure.” He seals his lips over mine and I gasp in shock. This kiss is nothing more than to silence me and my cry as he yanks strands of my hair out.
The moment he pushes back and frees me from his hold, I slump forward and glare at him. “What the hell?” I shout at him as he stands there with strands of my hair in his hand. He opens his mouth to answer but then it clicks, and I speak before he can. “I would have given you a sample if you had just asked.” His eyes narrow but I’m done. I shoulder-check him on my way past but before I can exit the kitchen, I turn and peer at him over my shoulder to find him already staring at me. “When that test comes back as a match, I’m going to laugh in your face because unlike you, I didn’t have free time to go find a cock to fill my hole.”
“The fuck are you going on about?” I shake my head in disgust.
“It means the last cock I had inside me was yours!” Try as he might, he can’t hide the shock from his face.
Beckett
Yesterday fucking sucked!
After getting the hair sample from Valance, the guys reamed me out, telling me I was a fucking prick for doing that shit to her. If roles were reversed and this was happening to them, I would want them to be sure as well. I mean, we did just go public a couple of months ago as the owners of BCD’S, it’s not that far of a stretch to assume my ex-girlfriend may have seen that and rocked up here with a kid that isn’t mine to make me her cash cow.
Nathan, Cody and Katie ignored me and shot me glares each time I passed them, not like I give a fuck about what they thought. My methods of getting the sample from her may not have been right, but she deserved it after hitting me! I’ve never been struck by a woman before in my life and the fact that she was the first shouldn’t surprise me. Valance has always had a wild side and even as teenager, the girl was fucking wild in bed.
Fuck.
I shouldn’t be focusing on the fact that she said she hasn’t been with anyone since we last slept together… but that was fucking years ago! The last time we slept together she was sixteen which means, fucking hell, that was four years ago!
“Becky?” Looking over my shoulder I see Leah walking out the backdoor and making her way toward where I’m sitting on one of the loungers. It’s fucking cold out but I’d rather be sitting out here than inside withher. Leah grips the throw blanket from the back of the other lounger and drops down beside me. I remain silent and wait for her to say whatever it is that she came out here to say. “What’s going through that head of yours?”
I keep my gaze focused forward as I answer her. “The result just came in this morning. Dawson is my son.”
She snorts, earning a glare from me. “Becky, the boy is your twin except for having his mother’s eyes.” I lean my head back and close my eyes, letting the morning sun warm me as I try to sift through my thoughts and emotions.
“Why can I talk to you so easily but not… you know what I mean,” I ask after a few minutes. Talking to Leah is easy, it takes no effort at all for me to confide in her, but when it comes to talking to Valance or even being in her presence, all I feel is agitation and anger.
“Want me to give it to you straight?” I lull my head to the side and nod. She smiles sadly. “You love her.” I tense. “From the tid bits that I’ve heard, she broke your heart and that shit is hard to get over, trust me.” I sigh knowing that her and Darius are the experts on broken hearts.
“Valance and me, we were nothing like you and Darius, we were… fuck, I don’t know how to explain it but we were a unit, a force to be reckoned with. Nothing could hurt me. I didn’t worry about anything because I had her.” Pain radiates throughout my chest, I’ve never told the guys or anyone about my past. When I met them all in high school, they embraced me with open arms, never pushed for me to talk just let me… be with them.
“I feel like you need to tell us all what happened in order for everyone to understand whatreallyhappened to you, Becky.” A whoosh of air escapes me and I reluctantly nod. She jumps to her feet and rushes inside to grab the guys no doubt. I’ve never been good at talking or expressing my feelings. I’m not like Saint and Crue, they can talk shit for days. Corvin is a straight shooter and will tell you how shit is. Fuck, even Darius made his intentions known, but me, I don’t say shit. I hate being in the spotlight. I found that shit hard when I joined the team, everyone wanted to know who you were and did anything to talk to you. Saint and Crue love the attention, Corvin fucking laps it up as well but Darius and I, we just loved the game not the fame it brings.
“You good with this?” I look to the side to see Leah standing there with Crue, Saint, Darius and Corvin crowding around her. I meet Corv’s gaze and nod once. Darius drops into the lounger Leah just vacated, she sits between his legs and leans back against his chest as he throws the blanket over her. The others grab some chairs from the outdoor table and drag them over to us. The moment they are all settled I feel their gazes on me, waiting expectantly for me to talk.
Fuck, this shit is hard.
“We’re on your side, brother.” I meet Saint’s gaze and nod my thanks.
“Fuck,” I grit out as I scrub a hand down my face. “Okay, so you all know I transferred to Western Heights High when I was sixteen?” They all nod, that’s all they know about my past. I never told them why I had transferred high schools halfway through the year. “Truth is, I never transferred.”
“What?” Crue cuts in and asks.
“I dropped out of my last high school, well, fled is probably a better word.” I take a breath and try to center myself, knowing I need to remain calm in order to get all this shit out. It’s fucking hard to share parts of myself with anyone. It’s not because I don’t want to but it’s because I’m ashamed of what I have had to do in order to survive and be where I am today.
“Beck, none of us give a shit about your past brother. We knowyouand that’s all that matters.” Darius’s words bring a smile to my face and help ease some of the tension inside me.
“Look, I uh… didn’t have a great home life or even have anyone there for me. Shit. I don’t even remember what my mom and dad looked like or the sound of their voices. I remember coming home from school one day and they were just… gone.” I ignore Leah’s sharp intake of breath and the anguished look in her eyes as I push on. “I came home a couple weeks before I turned sixteen to find the house empty, most of our shit gone. I thought we got robbed until I found the note on the counter and a crisp hundred-dollar bill.” I rest my arms in top of my thighs and drop my head, I have only told one person this story.
“What the fuck happened to your parents, Beck?” Corvin whispers. I slowly lift my gaze to his and smile sadly.
“They won at bingo. They cashed in on the grand prize and decided that they didn’t need to take their kid with them on their trip to Vegas. The note said they would be gone for two weeks and to spend the money wisely until they got back. They never fucking came back.”
“Oh my God.” Tears cloud Leah’s gaze as she looks at me. “Beck, if they never came back, where the hell did you live when you came to town?”
Smiling sadly I tell them the truth. “A month after they left and didn’t keep up with the rent, we were evicted. I stayed with Valance most of the time. When I couldn’t stay there I… uh, I stayed at the local parks or broke into the school gym when it was cold out.”
