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But I’m not.
And Tito is hung up onhim, Jamie.No matter how much he tries to hide it and find a rebound.
“Sometimes,” I say. “Tito is cool.” I smile, though there’s nothing funny about the statement.
“He probably made a move on you, huh?” Jamie takes a gulp of his drink and looks around with a sarcastic smirk. “He’s like that.”
I see now. They are back together. This dude is in the closet, yet he can’t stand when Tito openly flaunts his sexuality and gets too much attention from others. Nor can this guy handle his jealousy.
“You know, I don’t have many friends,” I say. “But it’d be a privilege to have a friend like Tito. I hope one day we will be. I hope one day, you can flaunt your feelings for him as openly as he does for you.”
I might’ve lied. Tito never talked to me about Jamie, but I’ve heard a lot from Lu. That’s not the point. Sometimes you just need to state the obvious.
I walk off before I say that Jamie is lucky to have Tito’s skillful hands at his service.
And Tito’s dancing skills are top-notch.
So is his sense of humor.
And he has a dirty mouth when he’s drunk.
And if Jamie really loves him, he should man up and choose Tito over other people’s crappy opinions about sexuality.
Shit, I’m either waisted or… Right.
Dammit!
It’s the fucking drug that makes me wanna spill my thoughts out.
“I’m going home,” I tell Lu when I find her in the crowd chatting with a group of people she knows.
“Why?”
“I think I drank too much.”
“Yeah, not good. You alright?” She places both her palms on my chest and leans over. “This place is boring,” she whispers.
It is! And I feel fucking fantastic!
My senses are too heightened right now, and I can’t stay away, so I pull her into a kiss, wanting to strip her naked, and she pulls back, giggling in surprise.
Yeeeeaah, I gotta go.
“I’m gonna bounce,” I say. “You don’t mind, do you? Becky wants to party tonight, so have fun. Text me later. Make sure you don’t walk home alone.”
Shut up, Jace.
I can’t believe I’m trying to get rid of my girl, but it’s better than embarrassing myself while I’m high.
“Wait a second. I’ll be right back,” Lu says then disappears into the crowd.
I wanted to spend time with her tonight, but the fucker—I find Roey in the crowd looks around, his gaze following Becky who strides across the gallery with exaggerated seductiveness I haven’t seen in her before—catches me looking and winks.
Dick.
I should just nerd out and watch a movie or take a walk by the river. Yeah, I’ll get some fresh air. That’ll fix it. There are many thoughts in my head, but they are all gooey and vague. Happy, too. An image of me licking Lu’s body flickers again and again in my mind.
I need to fuckinggo!
