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“I don’t know.”
All this time of not wanting to be his Submissive, and to possibly become something more, I never really expected to fall for this man the way I did. The truth is, I care about him more than I’ve cared about anyone else in my life, and no matter how terrifying it is I just can’t help but want him in that way.
I’ve never been the kind of girl who depended on anyone else, especially on a man, but from the moment we met I’ve felt such a strong connection between us. I thought he felt something for me, too, but I was wrong.
Even though this is the last thing I want to do, to lower myself down to this level, I know that I’m in desperate need of this money. I have come this far and I am not willing to back down at this point in my life. I am stronger than that.
“Okay,” I murmur under my breath. “Fine.”
He walks forward, his intimidating eyes piercing through mine. “Say it.”
“Yes.”
“Yes, what?”
Immediately, I correct myself. “Yes, Sir. I agree to these terms.”
“No.”He slowly shakes his head, lightly caressing my jaw. “Address me asMaster.”
Inhaling an anxious breath, I attempt to hide my disgust. “Yes, Master,” I nearly choke out, hating how it sounds coming from my mouth.
This is the true Jaxon Edwards, and he will change for nobody. Not even for me.
“Forget every kiss we shared, Ms. Pierce.” His eyes darken, and he lightly runs his thumb against my lips. “They will never happen again. Understood?”
Swallowing hard, I nod. “Yes, Master. I understand.”
“I do care about you, Sasha. You understand that, don’t you?”
“No, Master.” My eyes meet his, and my knees grow weak. “You don’t care about me, and that’s fine. The least you could do is be honest about it. Show me the same respect.”
“Oh, Sasha.” Jaxon holds the back of my head, brushing my hair with his hand, twirling his fingers through the long strands. “I’m sorry you feel that way, truly, I am. Although, don’t act as if you didn’t know what you were getting yourself into.
“You know how I am, that I am a Dominant, and that this is the only kind of relationship I participate in. I don’t want to hurt you any further. That is why I gave you the option to leave.”
“I need the money,” I carefully say, eyes fixated on his. “That’s the only reason I’m still standing here with you. Otherwise, I would have already left.”
“Kneel, on the floor, on your hands and knees.”
His command takes me by surprise at first, until I come to realize that I have no other choice than to do as I’m told. If I don’t, I’ll be punished, and I’m not ready for that just yet. Kneeling on the hardwood floor, on my hands and knees, I am determined.
“Good girl,” he breathes, finally back in his element. “Why can’t you always be this great of a Submissive? It gives me such an indescribable pleasure when you obey.”
Why can’t I always be a great Submissive to him?
Well, I guess that is all I’ll ever truly be to him. Nothing more.
At this moment, I know that the only possible way I’ll be able to get through this is to put a stop to the madness, to end these feelings.
Shutting my eyes, I let them go.
CHAPTERSIXTEEN
Hatred comes toward me at the speed of a bullet, and I have been triggered. My heart feels as if it’s been ripped from my chest and stomped on. I feel used, betrayed, and disgusted. Mortified.
I’ve allowed my guard to come down with this man, and in return he has turned on me. I’ve never been so disappointed in myself in my twenty-five years in this world. I can’t believe I was naïve enough to fall for everything he was saying. Words. They were just words to him.
They meant nothing.
