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I nod, attempting to project confidence I don't entirely feel. "Yeah, I am," I respond, but my voice sounds less assured than I hoped.
The truth is, I'm not ready. I'm not emotionally prepared for the storm waiting when John discovers our relationship. The fear of losing John or Michael weighs heavily on my heart.
Michael reaches out to me, holding me close as if trying to silence my anxieties. At that moment, I allow myself to hope that everything will be okay. I sigh, relishing the comforting sensation of his arms around me.
As Michael releases his arms around me, I take another deep breath, ready to face the challenges that await us. We make our way to the car, hand in hand. The atmosphere is mixed with quiet anticipation and unspoken fears.
Silence envelops us like a thick fog during the car ride to the airport. I steal glances at Michael, seeking solace in his presence, but he looks just as torn as I am. I can't even imagine what's going on in his mind, knowing he might have to choose between me and his best friend.
This is so messed up.
As we arrive at the airport, the adrenaline runs through my veins. Michael's voice cuts through the bustling crowd, "We should be seeing him any moment now," He says as his eyes scan the sea of faces. I nod, my heart weighing heavily in my chest with mixed emotions.
And then, we spot him amidst the chaos. John emerges, pushing his cart toward our designated meeting spot. I smile and raise the placard with his name for him to see. He finds us and waves. A familiar sight that warms my heart. We wave him over, and he hastens his steps, eager to be reunited with us.
The closer he gets, the more conflicting emotions surge within me. I’m so happy to reunite with John, yet, my secret affair with Michael bears down on me, casting a shadow of apprehension over the moment.
John reaches us and engulfs me in a bear hug, lifting me off the floor. I laugh heartily; my joy spreads through the bustling airport.
"Put me down, John! I'm not a kid anymore." I playfully hit his back.
"Oh, my God. I've missed you," John exclaims as he sets me down. His words make me smile.
"I've missed you too," I respond with genuine sincerity. "How was the trip?" I ask, hoping for a positive response.
John's face lights up, "Very successful," he replies. I've always admired his dedication and determination, and knowing that his trip was very successful fills me with joy.
Michael and John also greet with a big bear hug. Their friendship is evident in their actions. They delve into a lively conversation about John’s business trip and their grand vision for their hotels.
I get a bittersweet feeling as I observe them. If only things weren't so complicated.
As we make our way to the car, our conversation flows effortlessly. John's astute observation breaks the lighthearted atmosphere, causing me to hold my breath. "You two seem to be getting along so well," he remarks with a hint of surprise. I blush, not knowing exactly what to say.
Michael maintains his composure as he replies, "It’s been a pleasure to spend time with Serena and get to know her." He gives me a knowing look.
Oh, God…
Thankfully, John remains oblivious to the hidden reality, expressing his satisfaction with our improved relationship.
"I was worried that you two wouldn't get along, but I'm glad to see you are doing better together now," he says, smiling with genuine happiness. "Seeing two of my favorite people arguing with each other was painful."
I'm unsure if I should be happy that John is glad to see us get along or if I should be sad because he doesn't know how Michael and I get along. I want John to know the truth, and I want him to approve our relationship, but I’m afraid it’s not that easy.
Throughout the car ride, we continue our conversations. We catch up on each other’s lives and share laughter. The camaraderie between John and Michael is undeniable. Their shared jokes bring a smile to my face.
Yet, beneath the surface, the tension of my secret love affair simmers. I find myself torn between wanting to preserve their friendship and business partnership and being able to embrace my love for Michael openly.
My heart continues to feel heavy as I find myself between my love for Michael and my loyalty to John.
The past few weeks have been challenging since I spend most of my time with John. Seeing Michael has become rare. It’s limited to brief phone calls that leave me longing for more.
The situation has become unbearable, and I had to talk to Cassie about my predicament.
"It's so difficult, Cassie. John is everywhere, and I barely get a moment alone with Michael," I lament. "I can't even visit Michael at the office anymore since John might see us and get suspicious."
Cassie listens intently, understanding my dilemma. "You know, Serena, maybe it's time to consider telling John about your relationship with Michael," Cassie suggests. "Keeping it a secret only complicates more and worsens the situation."
I sigh, feeling the weight of her words. "I know you're right, Cassie, but it's easier said than done," I reply. "I'm terrified of how John will react. I don't want to risk losing him or Michael."
