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A sour feeling settled in my gut, and I drummed my fingers on the keyboard of my laptop as I waited for her to send me whatever it was she wanted me to see.
When the first link popped up in our text message thread, I recognized the root of the web address and was momentarily confused. Porn Chumps dot net was a well-known free porn site that had taken off a few years back. They’d gotten into trouble for selling their mailing lists or something so they weren’t as popular as they’d once been, but I knew tons of guys that frequented the site.
Dorian didn’t play games, so if she’d told me if wasn’t safe to open it in front of children, I turned to the window and clicked the link on my phone, keeping it somewhat hidden by the angle of my torso.
The beginning was innocuous, just the opening credits of a movie called “Rockin’ Harder and Deeper.” To my surprise, the first scene was of a rock band playing and I would have recognized Devyn anywhere just by the way she moved and the ease with which her fingers moved on the strings of her bass. She had on a long blond wig and was practically wearing a bikini on stage, but it was definitely her.
I felt a wave of discomfiture when the camera showed Larry playing guitar alongside her. He seemed to be having a good time, laughing and playing it up for the camera. Devyn was much more subdued but it was hard to tell what she was thinking because she always looked so natural and relaxed when she played.
The song finished and the band moved backstage, the camera following them. I didn’t have the sound on since Dorian had warned me about inappropriate content, but it wasn’t hard to surmise what was coming.
Sure enough, a couple of male groupies came into the backstage area and Devyn signed autographs and took pictures with them. One of them must have propositioned her because she smiled coyly and nodded, letting first one and then the other kiss her.
And then they undressed her.
And six different guys went at her.
With Larry goading and encouraging them to do more.
Two at once.
And then…
I turned it off and closed my eyes.
I couldn’t watch.
I wasn’t mad about the sex.
I would be the worst kind of hypocrite if I got upset about Devyn doing porn since I’d spent more than my share of time watching it.
That wasn’t it at all.
More than anything else, I was disappointed.
How could she keep something like this from me, knowing it could have a devastating impact on the band.
If I’d known, we could have stopped it before it leaked.
Now that it was out, there would be no stopping the news from spreading.
Whatever hell was about to rain down on us had been totally preventable.
But she hadn’t trusted me.
And I didn’t know if I could be with someone who didn’t.
* * *
Before I’d left Fort Lauderdale, I’d told Devyn I’d text her when I was on the way home, but I didn’t.
I didn’t know what the hell to say to her.
I wondered if she’d known the word was out when we’d spoken this morning, but at this point it didn’t matter.
I’d spent the rest of the flight texting with Dorian, Sasha, and the guys in the band.
None of them had heard from Devyn, so I was both irritated and worried.
