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Damn, I love her.
She didn’t shame us. She schooled us. Our parents were always cool like that.
But until the juice and the medicine Mama G got for you kicked in, the pain you were in, Cade, I felt so damn guilty. Like I had all the fun, and you paid the price.
I remember telling you, “I’ll slam my dick in a door for you to make this fair.”
That made you laugh while you pulled me down on the sofa and made me hold you while we watched One Tree Hill… again.
God, I wanna go back to those days.
When too much sex was our only problem. When you were thumbing through Architectural Digest and showing me what our house would look like one day. When I was booking modeling gigs and banking money so we could have that dream.
I’d do anything for that innocence again.
And you still are, Cade.
You’re innocent of what happened, and I need to keep it that way. So much was taken from us.
I can’t take that from you too.
CHAPTER THIRTY
Sunlight and sound—a shower—wake me up.
That and the dull ache between my thighs. My pussy feels like I impaled it on a railroad timber. I smile… because I loved every minute of it.
Glancing over, the bed is empty, but a black leather journal is lying where Redix was when I closed my eyes.
Since when does he keep a journal?
I’ll never pry, but I’m curious. Wonder what he’s writing? Did he give us five stars for last night? I sure as hell do.
I’ve never fucked like that. So savage and beautiful at the same time. So intense it gives me a hurricane of butterflies just remembering it.
Redix held me for an hour after. I couldn’t help my tears, and I felt his too on my shoulder until it turned into gentle laughs that we finally did it. That we crossed over together, and it didn’t destroy us.
Quite the opposite.
“That was worth the wait,” I sighed into his hands holding mine.
“Anything is worth us being back together,” he said, turning me around and pulling me into his chest.
When he had time to pull his pants back up, I didn’t know, but I wanted him again. But he said he needed a shower and sleep. He made up for it, though. The back massage he gave instead had me asleep within minutes.
That gives me some ideas, checking my phone.
10:08 am glows back.
We have the whole day and’ll spend it here, playing Uno and making love. As long as his body is next to mine, I don’t care. And no, it doesn’t scare me. This need I have for him again. It feels right, destined.
So does a fuck in the shower with him.
Yes, that’ll be steamy.
Throwing my legs over the edge of our sumptuous bed, the minute I stand up, I wince.
Okay, cowgirl, make the next one a slow ride because your pony is sore.
