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Fortunately, I didn’t have to just think about it. After I’d done as I was told, Tanner straddled me giving me the most spectacular view of his sculpted quads and ripped abs. I fingered him a little just to make sure he was ready for me, and then he was lowering himself onto my dick, and I forgot all about muscles and anything that wasn’t being inside him and watching his pleasure register across his face. That lip bite as he took me deeper. The way he trembled all over as he rose up off me again. How his eyes fluttered shut as he whispered, “Oh, fuck…”
I could barely breathe. He was just so… my God, he was gorgeous. Not just that body that would make underwear models weep with envy. Not just that beautiful face and the dark curls tumbling over the most mesmerizing brown eyes I’d ever seen.
Him.
Tanner.
The man I had utterly fallen for, and who’d…
I can’t believe you love me.
I could believe it, though. Even if my past wanted me to question everything, and even after I’d well and truly convinced myself this was over, he’d grabbed hold and refused to let me believe I wasn’t enough for him. He’d poured his heart out more than any other man ever had. Teared up and practically begged me to believe him.
I had believed him. Ididbelieve him. Despite all the voices in my head telling me there was no way someone this amazing could love me that much, I believed him.
And now, as we moved together, as Tanner rode me slowly and perfectly, his bliss written all over his face from his closed eyes to his parted lips, all those voices shut the fuck up.
“Tanner,” I murmured, both so he’d open his eyes and just because I loved saying his name.
His eyelids fluttered open. Then he grinned, sliding his hands up my chest. “This good?”
“God, yeah,” I breathed. “You’re…”
Amazing.
Beautiful.
Everything.
I cupped the back of his neck and drew him down, and then we were kissing. And we were moving together. And he was trembling and whimpering, his whole body vibrating as we picked up speed.
With a gasp, he broke the kiss, but he didn’t sit up. We breathed together, and near-soundless curses rolled off his lips as I thrust up into him. I loved turning him into a shaking, moaning wreck, and he was turning me into one, too.
“Isaiah,” he said on a breathy whimper. “I’m… You’re gonna make me…”
“Yeah,” I murmured. “Come, baby. Let me feel it.”
He shuddered so hard, I thought he had come, but then he whispered, “You first. I want…” He squeezed his eyes shut and let his head fall beside mine. “God, Isaiah…”
I bit my lip as I thrust up for all I was worth. I swore I’d been on the edge since before I’d pushed into him, and knowing he was there—that he wanted me to come before he let go—just drove me on, and his soft whimpers and curses in my ear were absolute music.
“Oh God,” I moaned. “Tanner…”
The strangled sound he made was so fucking sexy, I could barely stand it. So was the way he shivered.
Then he pushed up on his arms, and he rode me fast and frantic now, and I had no idea if he was trying to get me or himself off first, only that we were both absolutely almost there. I braced a hand on his shoulder and, with the other, started pumping his dick.
Tanner’s eyes flew open as he sucked in a breath. He gazed down at me, his eyes full of fire and his expression screaming that he was right there, right there, so close, so ready to lose it and come, and—
I came hard, shouting in both surprise and ecstasy, and I must’ve tightened my grip just right, because a second later, Tanner gasped and his cum shot across my hand and stomach.
He collapsed over me. I slung my free arm around him. For a long moment, we both just breathed and trembled, my dick still inside him as we slowly came back to earth.
And clear as a bell, a voice in my mind elbowed its way in. But it wasn’t my asshole ex this time. It wasn’t a lie I couldn’t help believing.
It was the God’s honest truth that almost moved me to tears:
How did I ever think you couldn’t love me?
