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This feels too good. Watching her head bob. Watching her take me deep on her knees is too much. The day falls away from me and all I see is her.
“Come in my mouth, Connor, I want to taste you,” she says.
That’s all it takes for my hips to move in sync with her mouth and my balls to tighten as white-hot sparks fill my vision. I come hard, grunting and giving her everything she is willing to take, and Ellie, she is a giver.
After I’ve released, I am on cloud nine. Ellie looks up to me with her doe-green eyes.
“Come here,” I say to her, giving her my hand to help her off the floor. She crawls into a ball and sits beside me, and I gather her into my arms. “That was the best blow job I’ve ever had.”
“You don’t mean that,” she laughs.
“It’s the truth,” I assure.
“Well, I don’t want to tell you how long it’s been since I had someone give me an orgasm,” she replies.
Thinking about other men making her come causes something inside me to feel fiercely protective and very jealous.
“Do I want to hear this?” I ask dryly.
“No, because it’s embarrassing,” she replies.
“Come on,” I urge because now my curiosity has gotten the best of me.
“Five years,” she says, and she squeezes her eyes shut like she doesn’t want to see my reaction.
“What? You don’t come easily? Because you went off like a firecracker just now.”
She opens her eyes. “I haven’t had sex in five years, Connor.”
My jaw drops.
“Fuck.”
“Yup.”
We fall silent after that. I’m not sure what to say but I can’t help but wonder.
“Why? Why haven’t you had sex in five years?” It’s a heck of a long time.
“I lost faith in men, honestly. I’m not the type to sleep around.” Her response gives me more insight into who this woman is. She guards herself.
“Why did you allow me to get you off?” I know my question isn’t appropriate. I have nothing to offer and yet I can’t help myself, like she is a craving I can’t deny.
“I trust you. You’re a good man.” My heart sinks. My life is a mess. I have a daughter to worry about.I may be insanely attracted to you and you may be the best person I’ve ever met, and Syd loves you but. . .
“Thanks,” I reply. I don’t know if it’s the right answer and I may piss her off, but I don’t have something better right now.
She gives me a weird look and shifts away from me to pick her shorts off the floor. She slips them back on and yawns.
“I should get to bed,” she says, standing.
“Are we good?” I ask like an idiot.
“Why wouldn’t we be?” she replies, but I detect the irritation in her tone.
I lean in and peck her cheek but she pulls away.
I give her a questioning look.
