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He smiled, and his fingers tickled my armpit, thoroughly distracting me from how good it felt when he touched me. “Yes, I asked what you were thinking about right now.”
“Oh, um, right now, I’m thinking that if you just rubbed me for a few more seconds, I’d make a mess in my pants. But I’ll be so happy about it that it would be worth any shame I might feel about it.” I batted my eyes at him, hoping he’d take mercy on me and just go for it.
Axel grinned, and I could tell he was holding in a laugh. “Okay, we’ll get back to that part. I promise. But a minute ago, you looked upset and you said you were embarrassed. Why were you embarrassed then?”
“Oh.” I sighed as those feelings of frustration and rejection came back. “Because I keep throwing myself at you and you aren’t taking the bait, and I need to stop doing it. But I’m just so…horny?” I said it as if it were a question, but as I thought about it, I realized I was right. That totally summed me up.
I was very, very horny and had been for a while.
“First of all.” Axel used his Daddy voice to get my attention. It worked because my eyes locked right on his and didn’t dare wander. “It’s been very hard for me to behave all week, especially when getting you ready for bed.” He raised an eyebrow, reminding me of all the times he had to see me hard and completely ignore it. “But I didn’t want to confuse you…or me, I guess.”
“What do you mean?” I turned onto my side and rested my head on my palm, putting a bit more space between us so I could focus on what he was saying. “Confused about what?”
Axel rubbed the back of his neck and sucked in his cheek. “Well, we haven’t fully discussed the boundaries of when I’m in Daddy mode and when you want to be…Little, if that’s even the right word.” He waited for me to jump in.
“I think it is.” I’d been giving this a lot of thought and felt more confident saying what I wanted. “Even though I haven’t needed the diaper this week to stay dry, I’ve liked wearing it. And…I liked you putting it on me.”
Axel smiled affectionately, clearly pleased that I was opening up.
“And, at night, I’d like to keep cuddling and having my blankie and even sucking my thumb, if that’s okay with you.”
He leaned forward and dropped a kiss on my forehead. “Of course it’s okay. What else?”
“Well, I want to start…calling you Daddy. Is it too soon for that? I keep stopping myself, but I don’t want to stop… At least, not when we’re alone.”
“That sounds good to me.” He rubbed down my arm, grounding me with his touch. “And what about during sexy times.” He waggled his eyebrows to keep it light.
I huffed out a frustrated breath. “Well, when we finally have some, I’ll still call you Daddy…but I don’t think I’ll be thinking like I’m Little. I was feeling very grown up when you touched me.”
To my delight and surprise, Axel lowered his hand so it was resting over my crotch. I wasn’t hard, but within seconds of him lightly teasing under my jeans, my cock started to grow. “You’re definitely all grown up.”
Did that mean… “Do you finally believe that I’m ready?”
Axel closed the short distance between us and kissed me deeply, causing me to collapse back on the bed. “I believe you, baby. And I believe that you’ll use your words if you have any questions or want anything to slow down.”
“I will, Daddy.” It felt so good to finally say the word that had been taking up almost every ounce of extra space in my mind for a week, even if it was more of a breathless pant than anything else. “I promise.”
FIFTEEN
AXEL
I’d been trying to let Billy take the lead on the pace of our physical relationship, but that wasn’t working anymore. We were both ready for more, and since he didn’t have the experience to move forward, it was up to me to trust that he would stop me if I went too far or too fast. Besides, I was the Daddy. I was supposed to be making the decisions that he struggled with.
“Are you ready to get undressed?” I slipped my fingers under the hemline of Billy’s shirt and touched the soft skin of his belly.
“Yes, Daddy. Will you help me?” He’d just told me that he didn’t expect to be in a Little headspace during sexy times, but he didn’t sound fully out of that space either. But that was okay. This was new for him, and he didn’t know exactly what to expect from me or from himself. That was fine with me. We’d figure it out together.
Instead of questioning him, I stood up and gently pulled him up to his feet. “Okay, arms up.” My fingertips skated up his sides, making him shiver from the tickles, until his shirt was all the way over his head and tossed in the general direction of my hamper.
As he often did, Billy immediately crossed his arms over his chest and belly, trying to hide his perfect skin from me.
“None of that, sweetheart.” I lifted his arms up and rested them at his sides. “If you’re ready for a fully intimate relationship, then you’re ready for me to see and worship every inch of you.”
“Okay.” He stared straight ahead until I reached for his buckle and then his eyes dropped down to my hand, watching every move. “Thank you.”
I released his pants and slid my fingers beneath the sides of his boxers, loving how soft his pristine skin felt. My eyes stayed on his face as I pushed down, ready to stop if I saw any signs of stress or discomfort.
I’d undressed him several times already, but this was different. I wasn’t in caretaking mode, and he wasn’t seeking comfort.
