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My mate.
My body.
My love.
I dove. No matter how much I loved him, I was still going to take what I wanted.
But I ended up pinned on my back, his knee on my shoulder, hand around my throat. He’d known and expected me to take advantage.
He smiled over me, teeth on full display. “How much you still have to learn.”
I grabbed his wrist, and he tightened his hold on my throat, making it hard to breathe. But I didn’t pry his fingers off my skin. I pushed his palm into my windpipe. “I want it.”
I wanted him for the monster. The only one who could truly handle what I was.
His eyes lit up, lightning trapped in flesh. A color no human had. As cold as the snow and as unforgiving, too. He forced my thighs apart, but I didn’t let him have it. We tussled, and I made him earn every inch he forced me to open.
He dug his nails into my chest, and I got a foot between us, planting it on his chest and forcing him back. He wedged his forearm behind my knee, and we battled with strained muscles until he had me splayed open. Our bodies met, stretched so tight it was painful.
“I’m not giving you the courtesy of any more prep.” His words were a snarl as he pressed his head against my hole. Both of us were slick with sweat and the saliva he’d already used.
I struggled against his hold, but the position of my hips and the restriction of oxygen took all the fight from me. I set my jaw against the burn as he entered me.
I needed more than anything to be taken by Vin. I wanted to be fucked until all my pain faded. Until there was nothing in my brain but the thought of him. But I needed the fight. I needed the violence as a reminder of what we were and what we’d always be. I wanted his passion to carry me away.
“I love being inside you,” he whispered in my ear when he was fully seated. He didn’t move, staying there, bodies fully joined.
I didn’t trust my words, so a moan was my only response. If I opened the floodgates now, there would be no closing them. No taking back all the words I wanted to fill the space with.
“Mmmm, like that, do you?” He splayed his fingers down the side of my neck, following the pulse of my vein.
“I’d like you to fuck me.” This wasn’t the aggression I craved.
He pulled almost all the way out but made no move to fuck me, instead hovering there with just his tip inside me. “Ask me nicely.”
My brows shot into the middle of my forehead. “You have me pinned here, and you want me to ask you? What happened to you taking what you want?”
“I have what I want, and now I want you to tell me you need it.”
How did he read me so well?
“And if I don’t?”
He ducked his head and licked the words from my mouth as I said them. “I’m still going to use your body for my release, but I won’t be letting you have one until you tell me you need it.”
I swallowed, and his mouth followed, dragging points over my Adam’s apple, the pain so close and yet universes away. The price was steep. He expected my vulnerability on a silver platter.
“How will you use me, Vin?” I tilted my hips, taking him half an inch.
He growled, getting in my face. “I’m not going to give you the pleasure of telling you. Just know I will, and I’ll expect you to wait for your own release until you can proffer what I want.”
My breathing staggered. The words bubbled up in my throat, and my brain fought them back. Mind and body truly at war.
“How are you going to prevent me from jacking off the second you release me?”
He reached between us and wrapped his fingers around my cock. “I don’t need to ask. You will do what I want.”
He was right, of course.
