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She…
Her eyes are watering and she keeps choking and gagging. It’s the hottest thing I…
“Shit, I can’t hold off anymore.” I grab her head. “I’m going to fuck your perfect face now, Ellie. Tap my leg if it’s too much.”
I let go on her, ramming into those sweet lips like she was made for this. Made for me. She hums and sniffs and holds onto my legs for dear life. But she doesn’t tap and I just let go.
Dammit.
“So perfect, Ellie. Perfect for me.”
Fuck!
I explode into her throat without warning. It snuck up on me.Shesnuck up on me.
I quake in her mouth a few times, watching her eyes. They’re heavy and hot, just like I’m sure mine are too. I pull out of her mouth and she swallows like it’s nothing. Like she’s done this before. Like she really is perfect for me. I rub my thumb along her cheek. “Are you okay?” She nods and grins.
But there’s too much in her eyes. It’s terrifying. She’s hoping for something that’s just not there. She’s waiting. For her orgasm maybe, for me to hold her, for me to say something sweet, for comfort.
So instead of offering her any of those things, I turn and grab her dress.
“You are a fast learner,” I say with a cutting smirk. Then I walk into my bathroom and shut the door.
Damn it.
I am a vicious bastard. But, for the first time I can remember, I don’twantto be. I wish that I wasn’t. I wish that for her, I could be different.
That everything could be different.
But it can’t.
It just can’t.
•••••
I should’ve brought Eleanna with me. Well, no. I shouldn’t have. I mean, maybe?
Shit’s sake, this is exhausting.
We agreed she’d travel with me. And I want to give her the little things that I can. Like buying her her own ruby red Range Rover. Easy.
But she’s not just distracting me, she’s…consuming me.
And I need to be on guard. I need to be focused. I’m walking the short walk from the restaurant, which I used to love but now seems soulless, to my DC apartment that I used to tolerate, and now I hate. Everything here is bland and dull. Like everywhere she isn’t. But I need to clear my mind.
“Excuse me, Senator?”
“Robbie?!”See, Mark! You didn’t even notice him approach! Fix your shit man!
“I just need a minute, sir.” Robbie says, eyeing my security detail.
“Of course,” I nod at him, like I’m talking to a colleague from The Hill and not my best friend who I haven’t been able to contact in weeks.
“It’s about the meltdown at your power plant in Austin.”Something I did in Austin. Melt down?I frown at him. He continues. “A Russian hack that sparked a fatal reaction.” He says, looking smug. Now I know what he means. I punched that Volotov.
“Fatal reaction is overstating it.”
His smirk dies. “Afraid not, Senator. Spanish Inspectors have started digging through the rubble, all the way down to the basement.”Delgado is sniffing around the underground fighting ring.And it’s my fault.Shit! Shit shit shit.
