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My whole life, I never knew what real love and affection were, and you gave me that. I’ll forever be grateful for the way you make me feel.?
Please, don’t come looking for me. I have to do this.?
I hope one day when you crush every goal you’ve set, you can look back on this and forgive me.?
I know this makes me even more of a coward, but I can’t stomach not telling you, even if it's not the way you deserve. But I love you, Lennox Monroe. More than you’ll ever really know. I promise I wouldn’t do this if it wasn’t in your best interest.?
I was never really your sunshine… You were mine.?
Always yours,?
Sonny?
My tears smear the ink as I reread it three more times from where I have fallen to the floor of my bedroom. Hoping she’s going to walk through my door and tell me this was all just some sick joke.?
She left.?
She fucking left me.?
I thought I had felt pain before, pain from my deadbeat dad, pain from training and fights, butnothing, absolutely nothing compares to this.?
My heart and soul are broken beyond repair.?
I wasn’t enough to make her stay.?
To be continued…
