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"Fuck...I thought..." he trails off, and I bite my lip, rolling my hips against his.
"We never talked about it," I whisper. "And now..."
His eyes widen, but he grunts when I start to move, slowly fucking me again. "Sophia, are you..."
"I don't know," I whisper. "It's too...ah...it's too soon..."
"Fuck," he curses again, but his breath is getting more labored, his arms coming around me. "Fucking hell..."
"I didn't..." I'm trying to talk, but I'm so turned on, my mind forming the words, but my mouth is unable to follow. "I wasn't...I wasn't trying..."
I gasp as Ryan suddenly lifts me and lays me out on the couch, hooking my ankle up over his shoulder before thrustingdeep inside me. I lose all ability to speak, and neither of us tries. No...this time around, it's rough, wild, intense. I can hear our bodies slapping together, Ryan's jeans around his thighs, my panties drenched and tugged aside, breaking the elastic. And at the same time that I'm terrified of what he'll say when this is over, I'm convinced that he absolutely wants this.
"I shouldn't," he gasps. "I shouldn't...but fuck, I love the idea of putting a baby in you. You're so fucking sexy, Sophia."
"Please," I sigh. "Give it to me, Ryan, please!"
"I'm going to give you every inch of myself," he growls. "Everything you need, I'll give it to you."
"Oh god, yes!" I cry out.
The orgasm hits me like a freight train, and I scratch at the couch as my back arches. Ryan follows soon after, his eyes closing as he spills another load inside me. He collapses on top of me, and I can feel his heartbeat racing as fast as mine.
We don't speak as we catch our breath. I don't know what to say, and Ryan doesn't either. But then he finally clears his throat, propping himself up to look into my eyes.
"We need to figure this out," he says. "Can you still take Plan B?"
I can't believe what I'm hearing.
"I...no, it's way too late for...oh my god, seriously?"
"Sophia—"
I shove him off of me and get up, snatching my jeans off the floor. I've had exes say awful things to me, I've been mugged, for fuck's sake—but I don't think I've ever been so hurt. "I'm going home," I mutter.
"Sophia, wait," he starts, but I shake my head, staring him down.
"Ryan," I say. "You're a grown-ass man. You know what we've been doing. You know how it works. And you just...you thought I was handling it without ever..."
I trail off, my eyes filling with tears.
"Fuck you, Ryan."
I grab my bag, still packed by the front door, and sling it over my shoulder. My body is still tingling from that last round, my head spinning...but I have to get out of here. I can't be in the same room with him right now.
Because I'm realizing that I really fucked up...and I'm going to pay the price.
Chapter twenty-six
Ryan
Ican't just let her go like that—not when she's angry, in the middle of the night.
It's not safe, and I can't...
...I can't lose her.
I get dressed in a hurry and snatch my keys off the hook by the door, hustling to follow Sophia down the stairs. She doesn't so much as look at me or acknowledge me, her eyes trained ahead as we stride past the doorman.
