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“Suck,” I commanded Matty, tapping my finger against his lips. He complied readily, his pink lips parting as his tongue swirled around my digit.
My cock twitched as it hardened. I groaned, unable to escape the image of Matty’s innocent mouth doing filthy things to my shaft.
Once my finger was wet, I extracted it and reached around to tap at his hole. “Sure you’re not too sore?”
“Nope.” Matty’s reply was breathy. “Give me more.”
I shot him a dubious look but applied a hint of pressure. I wouldn’t go any further, not without lube.
I watched him closely for any sign of discomfort. There was none—just a dreamy look tinged with a touch of impatience.
“Please, Seb,” he begged, pushing back on my hand. “I’m fine.”
“Okay, but you tell me the instant you feel any discomfort. Promise?”
Matty’s head bobbed rapidly. “I’ll grab the lube.”
He was off to the bedroom like a shot. I ran my fingers over my face.
What are you doing, Seb?
Fuck if I knew. It was pointless trying to unpick my motivations at this point. All I was going on was that Matty wanted to do this, and I wanted Matty to be happy.
It didn’t matter that this would probably strip away another part of my soul. That holding him knowing it was the last time would fracture the final piece of my heart, leaving it to die along with all the others.
It didn’t matter. None of it did.
“Found it,” Matty sang as he held the lube up like a trophy. “Must’ve rolled off the bed.”
I mustered up a smile. “Great.”
A shadow passed over Matty’s face. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.” I grabbed him around the waist, tugging him down onto the sofa. I’d keep this sexual. Maybe that’d stop the fallout hurting too much. “Just need to feel your tight little hole strangling my cock.”
Matty’s blush went from his ears all the way down his chest. “You say the filthiest things.”
I pecked up his neck, taking the lobe of his ear between my teeth and tugging lightly. “And you love it.”
He gasped as my hand explored his cock. “I do love…it. I love it.”
My throat thickened. No, he wasn’t going to say something else. He just hesitated because of what I’m doing to him. That’s all.
I refused to let my mind walk down that path. If this was the final time we’d be intimate like this, then I was going to make it one for the record books.
Prepping Matty was easy given we’d already had sex once today. Still, I made him go slower than he liked as he sank down inch by inch.
When his arse hit my thighs, his head fell back on a throaty whimper. “Oh. I feel so full.”
Gripping his hips, I thrust up into him. “You like that, sunshine? Like feeling my cock splitting you in two?”
Matty let out a cry as I bucked my hips again. “Yes. Oh fudge. Yes. I need it.”
I continued fucking him like that, giving him my all. When his cries turned hoarse, I released his hips. I needed more of him. All of him.
Starting with his taste. My lips found his collarbone, kissing along it before heading up his neck. Along his jaw. His cheeks. His ears.
Finally, I took his lips.
