Page 200 of King of Shadows


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Domenico clears his throat, I put a couple of roasted vegetables in my mouth as I watch him.

—I'm meeting a girl, she's pretty. —We both raised our eyebrows in surprise , we held hands, right now it is as if we were both parents of these two who are at the table—. And I like it, I think I don't want to be stagnant for life after knowing that Leone wanted to continue with his thing for his own good. He doesn't know about my tastes, he doesn't know that I like to have intimate relationships with a man and a woman.

—Have you been talking to her for a long time?

I question him and he shakes his head.

—No, she only knows that I'm attracted to her, I met her outside of one of our clubs and I think that trust is building, a little.

-As? You know very well how to choose the people you want around you.

Salvatore points at him with his empty fork.

"I don't know much about love, I don't think any of us did until Emily came along and showed a little of that feeling to you Salvatore," I smile with my mouth closed. However, it is difficult for me to differentiate what a girl really wants because she speaks very well to me even though she hates the job I have within the clan.

I put the cutlery down so I can drink my glass of water without any of the deceptive citrus notes.

—I think that anyone at first would not be familiar with an environment like that, knowing that you are the owner of a club is attractive, but when you tell them the truth, many people may be surprised and that is not bad because it is something new for a person who has always He has known the side of the world in which everything is good - I confess, attracting his attention, he pays attention to my words like that time I paid attention to his while he helped me use knives. You can't claim victory, for the moment just know it because it may not be for you or it may be.

—What if you don't like my preferences? I cannot feel comfortable with someone who sees me as a phenomenon, I cannot look someone in the eyes believing that I am a defect because I like them...

"Dom, breathe," I ask in a calm voice. Just because you like both sexes in a sexual encounter does not mean that you are a phenomenon, it can be determined as bisexuality although in a completely serious relationship you know that you are inclined towards women. I can't talk much about that because there isn't that much data, it's 2011 and you already know how things are.

—Then I must know her, get along with her.

“Exactly,” I say with a furtive look. You must go slowly, you can talk to her about your tastes and she about hers, if they do not coincide, do not believe in the obligation to satisfy her in all her desires because that will never work. Nor do you think that you are going to force a person to do things that are not within their tastes, each taste, fetish, paraphilia or desire must be respected and never be forced to be fulfilled if the person does not want to because that desire or fantasy would be turning into a sentence, you understand?

He analyzes it for a while, out of the corner of my eye I see that my future husband is quite impressed. If they have not been given this type of talks, I understand it, the only thing Dante Marino could have done is make Domenico feel ashamed of his tastes, that he only wanted to kill and serve without having his own opinion, which is not good at all.

—Okay, that sounds easy enough.

"Calm down Dom," says his brother. Take it easy.

-Very good, I will do it.

I am quite happy to see that a smile full of confidence appears on his face, I turn to see Ginevra who is trying to chew a piece of meat and quickly passes by to ask questions. It is clear that they both feel quite confident and if things were different here we would have a third boy with the confidence to talk about his problems.

—How did they really attract each other? I don't know anything about love.

We both see each other, this time I let Salvatore answer because I have given enough advice and now I want to hear from his point of view what was going through his mind when he met me.

—Well, what attracted me to her is that despite her wounds and gaps in her body due to the mistreatment that the people around her had given her, she always had a goal in mind, she was at the foot of the canyon. looking for challenges that made her feel alive.

» She was ready to end the world if she wanted to, which I didn't know how to do because when I met her I realized that I was broken and I couldn't get out of that problem. However, she had achieved it, she had challenged and humiliated me because she had always believed that I was going to obtain everything in life. What really attracted me to her is that she never let me think that I was going to get whatever I wanted from her, she is the one who was going to tell me if I could get it or not. Whether I could get close or not. Whether I could show myself or not. I was attracted to knowing that she was the one who controlled me from the beginning, I no longer had an escape, I was Emily Fiore's prey.

His sister listens to the story with true longing and enthusiasm as if her brother were telling a beautiful story about princesses. When I take her hand I see the two brothers who have left their pieces of expensive meat in half and their chins are no longer right. hold, look and listen perplexed.

—In short, a challenge started it all.

—But tell more!

Domenico asks, banging anxiously on the table.

—Yes, I want details!

Ginevra adds, putting her feet up on the chair so she can bend her legs and listen, Salvatore and I see each other letting the question wander through our eyes.

How much had we wanted and waited to talk about a worthy story to tell?

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