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I move on the toy that vibrates and sucks my clitoris at the same time.
I moan, try not to scream, clench my fists.
My thighs end up very soaked, I can't stop feeling my chest rise and fall until I cum for the thousandth time, making my mind disconnect.
I let my head fall against the pillow, forgetting everything.
The attack, the death, the risk and the sacrifices.
I forget everything, in my dreams I am more than happy fantasizing about the mouth, hands, fingers or the anatomy of a single person.
I stop thinking.
I completely faint.
CHAPTER 10
CONDITIONS
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Salvatore
My head can't stop thinking about everything that had just happened, I had a hard time sleeping, I wanted to go back to the room and take the game to the next level, however, it wasn't possible because it wasn't the goal of the whole challenge.
In the morning I finish getting ready, I review the information that Leone and Domenico have sent in the morning, when I leave and walk towards Emily's room I meet my sister. He just smiles at me, lowering his gaze as if he were very aware of the separation I made him take when the massacre against my parents happened.
"Good morning," I greet her. All good?
I catch her in the hallway, she has the planner with all the businesses and collection sites for extortion or those from whom we charge for our services. He has done his job well, in such a short time he has shown me that he is capable of doing it.
-Well, what about you? Yesterday was a crazy day, but I think we managed to figure it out.
“Yes, we did,” he sighed. Gin, for four months I have not been a good brother to you, we were before all the problems and I think it hit me more because I wanted to give them everything. But I do not know how to do it. I wasn't ready to take all the responsibility, because I knew I had to behave like a dad. I didn't want that and look at me, look at who I became.
She relaxes her shoulders and half smiles.
—No one was prepared for that because it indicated changes, it indicated that someone should become the man of the family and none of us wanted that. With dad alive we could continue being family, we could continue being united like the brothers that we are and that is why it hurt us. Because inside us we knew that everything was going to change.
"I couldn't do it, not when I had my own affairs, my own things to take care of," I confess, anger beginning to take control of my body. Because it is something that they did not understand, but I did, I did know that you were going to be left in the same situation while I had the obligation to become someone I did not want.
—You lie to yourself believing that problems are never talked about between us, because you knew well that you could tell us everything and you didn't.
I move uncomfortably, emotions build up inside me.
—Don't you understand my fear Gin?
—Don't you understand my pain? —He asks back with the internal fury he had saved—. I hoped things would be better and I know, I know you were terrified of becoming someone like Dante, we were all terrified that you would go to hell trying to be just like him. You never asked for our help, you never listened to us. And know? Four fucking months of watching the women you fucked at random, the same ones that made me feel bad and you... Leone defended me when they made inappropriate comments, you were always so stupid for them, wanting to open your legs for them and throw them away. Well, you did it. I didn't cry because Dad died, I did it because Mom was never free from everything that surrounded her and because my family was going to break up—her eyes crystallize.
"I didn't do it because I didn't want to hurt you, because I didn't want to accept to you that I was too bad to keep the job," I defend myself. Because all of you were waiting for me to return to you so I could stabilize you, love you and take care of you as if I were a mother. I'm sorry Gin, but I'm your brother, I'm not mom and dad to keep everything afloat and go to their rooms to find out what's bothering them.
For a moment she thinks until she lets go of the folder that she was digging into her chest. She feels calmer. I don't know what else to say because it's the first time I've done it.
—I'm sorry if I didn't meet my siblings' expectations by wanting me to become a mom, dad, brother, and leader at the same time. I'm sorry. -I'm serious-. Sorry Gin.
"Okay, you're right, I hadn't thought about what I wanted at the time and yes, I think we all wanted you to become those four things," he half smiles. What about Emily?
"Everything happens," I take a breath of air. I don't want to harm her, I don't want them to do anything to her in all this trouble because she doesn't deserve it. That's why I approached you, because I hadn't done it in a while and I realized that I was treating women just like Dante did and I don't want to do that. I can't allow myself to become the man who supposedly taught me how to be a man.
