Page 90 of King of Shadows


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He thinks about it a little, his bad mood goes away, I still feel less tense than a while ago while we were in the dining room.

"I'm going to fuck you, I'm going to make you mine and the rest will be a surprise," he declares without shame. That's the most important thing you should know.

—What would have happened if you hadn't been my challenge that night, Salvatore?

—Right now I would be lost, I would be thinking that filling my brothers with work, not speaking and isolating myself is the best way to maintain what little I had left. —We stopped in the middle of the patio, we were coming back and our feet connected so we couldn't take another step, he faces me—. Emily, that night we both had no direction, we just wanted to get lost because we wanted to disappear. We were both devastated and I think the parts of us came together in that moment.

—I think what you did to my hand affected you so much.

He starts laughing, hides his thoughts by running his fingers over my face, removes the strands of my bangs so he can analyze my entire face, with bruises.

"Call me whatever you want, you... You were the woman I wanted as a challenge not just for one night, maybe for weeks or a few months," he confesses without fear. I don't know whether to tell you that destiny will leave us together because I think they are just ideas that one makes when one likes to spend time with someone, however, what I can tell you is that we can both stop fooling around and allow ourselves to enjoy ourselves until the end. Whatever happens.

—Whether we finish or not.

—Exactly Emily.

—If we break up, if I leave and never come back, you will always have a friend to talk to.

"I know,principessa," he caresses my cheek with his thumb. I realized that I couldn't lock you up, that I couldn't chain you and treat you like one more. I couldn't, my body wouldn't allow it. That's why I let you free, this is not your cage, your prison, leave whenever you want and if you don't want to come back, don't come back. We will all be fine.

—I know that, let's see what the future says, Salvatore.

—For the moment, I want to steal something from you.

-That?

He takes my neck in his hands gently. He presses my lips, his tongue pushes, he wants to dominate me and I let him taste my mouth. He takes my butt in his hands, using his strength he lifts me into the air leaving my feet flying, I no longer touch the freshly treated grass. When he moves away he leaves me on the ground again.

—I'm going to protect you, it's what you deserve so that you can return to your normal life, away from all these problems.

—They will end at some point, the conflicts will stop.

"I know, maybe I don't deserve you Emily," I frown in confusion . I got into your life without thinking that I could put you in danger, without thinking that I was screwing up everything around you.

—It doesn't cause me pity, it doesn't cause me resentment because I know that when you approached me it was because we were both looking for the same thing. You only have enemies who want to look for any weak point to screw you.

—Yes, I think the same, I don't think you are weak, I don't.

—You called me boring, bastard.

Pushing with my arms I push him away, the smile appears on my lips and I don't stop it.

—I was trying to avoid saying that you were interesting.

"Well, it's good that you accept it now." I give him a kiss on the cheek. Take me to get Salvatore power, because when I learn, I'm going to take everything from you.

"We'll see if what you say is true." He shakes my hand, our fingers connect. I'm going to fight so that you don't become property of my things, my life, my power.

"You're already screwed then," I whisper close to her ear, "Emily Fiore's score just went up ten points, because I already have influence on you."

—And I in you, you are not saved, cunt.

We continue on our way until we are back home, the boys are still in the living room talking, from afar I see that Trixi is painting on her leaves and making a couple of figures. When we accompanied them we heard all the plans they have to throw the fake party in my honor.

I was contributing, I was doing something that wasn't just being a piece of furniture, I was creating my own life and stability here. I wouldn't know what new changes there would be, but I am willing to take them, leaving aside questioning myself so much.

It is enough to always look for an answer or justification for everything we do in order to look good with people or our friends. If we want something we should only go after it after evaluating its pros and cons.

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