Page 96 of Notorious


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I’m face to face with a lost yet desperate man.

A man I would do anything for.

“Don’t you dare leave me, Blue Jay…Haven.”

“Never,” I gasp out when his hold on my throat loosens, and I struggle, gasping in much-needed air.

He lets go of me, and when I slide down the door, he spreads my legs, positioning himself at my entrance and lifting my legs around his waist. I let myself slip onto him and groan out in relief before he fills me. Alpha thrusts into me, burying himself and pinning me against the door.

I am at this man’s mercy, but he’s also at mine. Something I need to remind him of. “Bed,” I whisper, and he effortlessly turns us, carrying me the few short steps.

When he slams me down on the mattress, the bed groans, one of the bed legs giving out as he hovers over me, staying completely buried. We don’t even flinch at the angle of the bed when I turn us so I’m straddling him. Immediately, I start rocking, tilting my hips with vigor, chasing and needing the orgasm his body promises.

“Fuck, that’s it, little lamb,” he praises and takes hold of my hips, increasing the pace and thrusting at the same time. The bed is rocking, groaning with the force of our frantic movements. Each tilt of my hips has the head of his cock sliding against my G-spot and my clit grinding against his pelvis.

I cry out just as I’m about to fall over the edge, my hands wrapping around his throat and staring into his eyes. My legs start to tremble, the familiar tension building in my belly. He thrusts up so intensely, our furious movements so fast and frantic that as I grind down onto him, another bed leg gives out, and a wave of adrenaline surges through me. The bottom of the bed collapses, forcing him to push deeper inside me.

My release takes over so powerfully that I have to ground myself, dragging my nails down his neck and over his chest. “Fuck! No more hiding, Alpha. You have me. You are not alone. I’m strong enough for whatever you’re dealing with,” I tell him through winded breaths, needing him to see he no longer has tohide.

The sound of our sweat-covered skin smacking against each other, combined with our moans and groans and ragged breaths, echo around us. Then, with a final thrust, I fall apart with a strangled cry. I lean onto my elbows, releasing my hold, and claim his lips. His grip on my hips is bruising as he sets a punishing pace, chasing his own climax. The bed squeaks, wobbling with a groan, and when Alpha drives into me once more, a crack in the wood rings out.

“Goddammit, little lamb. Your tight pussy is squeezing me so fucking tight. What the fuck am I going to do with you? I—” His words are cut short before he jolts inside me, his warmth filling me.

Panting hard from the orgasm that just rocked through me, I am completely spent, too depleted to contemplate what he was going to say.

Slowly pulling my fingernails from Alpha’s chest, lines of blood run down his skin, and he chuckles, breathing harshly and trying to come down from our mutual high. His fingers clench tight into the sides of my hips as he grabs me and flips me off him onto the side of the bed. With the force, the bed cracks, the last remaining post breaking beneath us, the bed falling completely to the floor.

We both widen our eyes before Alpha reaches for me to protect me from the fall, but the bed drops flat, and I let out a loud laugh, rolling on my side, and wrapping my arm around him. He begins to chuckle as I take in the state of his bedroom. “Jesus Christ, we’re maniacs.”

Alpha grins, letting out a long exhale like he’s completely satiated. He rolls onto his back, pulling me into his chest. “I can’t imagine us any other way, little lamb.”

Smiling, I cuddle into him further, pressing my lips to his scratched and bloody chest. “Honestly, I couldn’t either.”

We lie in peaceful silence for a few minutes as he plays with my hair, and my fingers trace the scratch lines on his chest when his head turns to face me. “We need to talk about it, Haven… the elephant in the room.”

I sigh and move to sit up, facing him. He slowly sits, facing me, and I reach out and take his hand. “I’m fucking sorry I didn’t come clean to you earlier. I should have. I should have told you I was sent to you. I should have told you the second I knew about Poppy. I kept everything to my chest and tried to figure everything out on my own because that’s what my life has always been. Me on my own. Fending for myself. Fighting for myself—”

“And I get that, I do. What you’ve been through, Haven. Being sold by your father into, well, basically, slavery is fucking bullshit. I can’t imagine how you must be feeling about all that. But we’re a team, Haven. You and me. Once I found out about you, I should have turned my back on you. I should have walked away. But I trusted that we were a team, a solid team. You should have trusted in that too.”

My eyes drop from his, a lump catching in my throat. “I can’t express enough how regretful I am at how things played out. Just know I was willing to give everything up for you. That was my version of showing you I was on your team. I know it’s not how you wanted me to do things, but it was all I had at the moment.”

He shuffles forward, closer to me. “I know. I get that. I want you to know that you putting everything on the line to bring my daughter back to me means more than you could ever—”

“I do know, Stone. I know.”

He weakly smiles. “I never told you my real name. It only just occurred to me that you’ve been calling me Stone, but that I’ve never told you.”

Shrugging, I tighten my grip in his. “Because I had a file on you. I knew your name and some brief details before going to theauto shop to intercept Noah. But it was only brief details. I didn’t know about Poppy, and I didn’t know about your extensive military history. Everything you told me and my reactions were genuine.”

He hesitates but then continues, “When did you know?”

I raise my brow in confusion. “About?”

“When did you know your mission was in jeopardy? That you wouldn’t be able to carry out the kill order?”

I let out a small laugh, shaking my head. “I think I knew the second I opened the file and saw who you were. After our night at the Gears Motel and how amazing it was, then seeing you were my target, I was rattled. I had no idea how I was going to complete the mission. I already knew I was in difficult territory. When I came to the club, and we started hanging out, the second we started bantering, and you were the same amazing guy,that’swhen I knew the mission was doomed.”

“And Swift… when did you figure that out?”

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