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He shrugged. “Does it matter?”
I guess that it didn’t, and I said as much. I had to be back eventually but for the time being, my calendar was open, and I was dying to have a good time.
We got some things together for the trip and after breakfast, we took off for a surprise that Hal had for us. I had no idea what it was, but since nothing good was waiting for me when I got back, I wasn’t going to focus on anything else. I just wanted to forget about everything for a while. That was easier said than done, but at the end of the day, I knew that Hal would be the best bet. I forgot about work and Jesse for just a while and focused all of my attention on Hal. With him, I felt safe and like things could actually work out the way they were supposed to. That was all that I needed and wanted.
I fell back asleep with the lull of the vehicle and the hard pillow that Hal’s shoulder made. I was content, felt great, and I never wanted to get up. When I finally opened my eyes again, we were somewhere else, and I asked him where. Then, I saw the sign and my body started to tremble with happiness and something else. Anticipation?
“Are you serious?” I asked him.
He looked at me and agreed wholeheartedly. “Yeah, remember, we used to talk about going here?”
I agreed, I knew that we had talked about and even planned a trip to Double Bed and Breakfast, but then he had broken up with me and took off for the military. I wasn’t sure how I felt about being here. On the one hand, the old me was still hurt and mad about what he did ten years ago. Then, there was the other side of me that rejoiced in what that meant and what we would do here. Did he want to pick up where we left off? Was that his way of telling me? I had no idea what was going on and how I was supposed to look at it. I really had no clue.
I know what my heart told me, and it was just what I wanted to hear, which worried me to think that maybe I wasn’t really sure. I smiled at him and told him that I was excited to finally see the inside of the place. I meant it. We’d driven by there a couple of times, but I’d never let him stop. We had a time and a date that we were going to go, after a dance, but it never happened. We never went to that dance or Double’s. The emotions were conflicting and strong. It certainly left me wondering if I was coming or going. At the moment, I honestly couldn’t decide which one.
13
Hal
Marilyn was quiet as we checked in, and I thought that it was because she had something on her mind. It was obvious that she was thinking about something, but she wouldn’t tell me what was going on. It left me wondering and having no idea what I was supposed to do. I tried to focus on anything that wasn’t us together, but it was hard. The whole time we were checking in and being shown to the room, it was all I could think about. I hoped that it was on her mind as well and I wasn’t the only one. I hated the idea of that being the case.
When we got up to the room, Marilyn was still so quiet, and I asked her if she was okay. I wanted to know why she was being so quiet. I thought that it was because she was simply thinking about the two of us together. My mind was racked with questions that I couldn’t ask her at the moment. I knew not to ask them at least.
The door closed behind us, and Marilyn finally looked at me. I had no idea why her expression was the way that it was. She was apparently still thinking about something unfathomable. I mistook the look and told her that we didn’t have to do anything if that was what she was worried about. Marilyn scoffed and told me that I didn’t know anything at all. I would agree with that, especially at the moment, because I had no idea what she was talking about. Really, I had no clue, and she was not trying to make it any easier.
“Why don’t you tell me then?” I suggested.
“I am just thinking about where we left off.”
That was music to my ears, because, of course, that was what I was thinking about as well. I knew that it was supposed to be something different and better, but it wasn’t. I just wanted to be with her and there was no longer a need to wait. I moved toward her, pulling her face into mine and kissing her lips. It was time for the two of us to finally be together. “You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for this,” I told her.
Her lips were entwined with mine pretty quickly, and once she started to kiss me back, it emboldened me to deepen the desire that came through my lips. I heard her moan and felt her body stop all resistance to me. She just melted against me and even though it was the best feeling, it also drove me a little crazy. I wanted to get to the good part, knowing that I had to take the long way to get there. It certainly didn’t make me happy, but Marilyn’s simple reaction was rather nice. It was all so new and exciting to her, like she hadn’t done it a million times before.
Our lips were separated, and I started to kiss other parts of her, her neck and shoulders to start. I loved the way she shivered and made sounds of pleasure. Marilyn sounded so seductive that I would have done it all day, just to hear her. I was barely getting started and her noises already had me rock hard. It felt like I was never going to go down again.
I moved her to the bed and set her down on top of the sheets. I was hard, so damn ready for her, but it didn’t seem to be enough. I was focused on the wrong things. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her sleek body and when she sat up and started to undress, a part of me shut off. It was the part of me that was in control and knew what I was doing.
Her hands were on her panties, and I stopped her. I could see her glistening chest; the hard tips of her nipples, and I hadn’t even had them in my mouth yet. Seeing all of her would make me skip past the good parts. I was already trying to find a way that I would be able to handle myself and give her pleasure first, before I was thrusting in deep and getting my own pleasure out of her. I had one chance after all this time, and I didn’t want to mess it up. I was feeling the pressure today, now more than ever.
That sound was back as I dragged myself over her body, covering her completely. I couldn’t stop from latching on to one of the hard tips staring back at me and the sound she made when I started to suck was one of the best sounds I’d ever heard. Her hips rotated and lifted, forcing me to release one, but I suckled on her other nipples to make them both wet and hard before I moved downwards. I would have recorded her sounds and played them on a loop if I had thought about it and wasn’t so wrapped up in the moment.
Marilyn’s body was tensed up, my destination obvious and her desire for it was just as certain. She kept lifting her hips, trying to move me down that way. A hand in my hair was clenching the strands desperately and she was moaning. It was one of the hottest things I’d ever experienced, and I didn’t know what to do with it all. She was messing with my head, and I was forgetting why I wanted to go slow. If Marilyn kept up, I would not be able to give her all that I wanted. I had to do it all right, so that she never thought of another man. I couldn’t imagine anything worse than that.
I yanked her panties off and moved my mouth down to where I knew she would be more sensitive than ever before. It was just the way that her head moved to one side. She was ready for it. I could see it, though it didn’t seem to matter what I thought, I would see later that I was wrong about everything. I wish I had known better, but at the moment, I was ready to show her what I was capable of. I thought that I had some competition in that respect. How was I supposed to know that I didn’t?
As her hips lifted and her mouth screamed out my name, I licked and sucked her clit, just as I had her tits. I got a much more pronounced reaction, and it really was messing with my head. I didn’t know if I’d ever heard anything better in my whole life than the sound she made as she came. It was haunting and it sounded like she had never done it before, though I knew that wasn’t the case. I’d made her come many times before with my tongue and fingers.
This was no different, so when I moved to rub on her sensitive flesh, she jerked. I told her that I wanted more, and she begged me to take what I wanted. Those were her words and fuck if they didn’t do something to me. I mean, what was I supposed to say to that? I couldn’t think of anything clever, and my body went into overdrive. Take what I wanted, don’t mind if I do.
When she’d had enough and she was pushing against me, I started to move my hands in a way that would give her even more pleasure. When I tried to push in with my finger, she moved back and made a pained sound. I didn’t know what to think and I apologized. Was it my nail? I could feel something off and when I tried to do it again, she moved back quickly like she had the first time like it hurt. I had no idea what was going on and it finally clicked. I didn’t know why it took so long, I guess I was just thrown off. I mean, Marilyn was almost twenty-eight or nine, so how?
I asked her straight up, after I asked if she was okay. “I wouldn’t have done it like that if I would have known,” I explained, trying to make an excuse for myself. I hadn’t known. How would I have known? It was unbelievable and even knowing the truth was still hard to fathom. It just didn’t make sense. Marilyn was gorgeous and no one…?
Marilyn waved me off and said that she had been waiting for me all this time. Marilyn wanted to keep going, and I could see that she didn’t want to talk about it. “Are you just going to talk now, or what?”
I scoffed and moved over to her again. “Can I tell you something?”
She nodded her head and asked me what it was that I wanted to tell her. I paused for a moment, unsure if I should spill the beans or not.
